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1month gone

2009-08-02T21:47:00.000+08:00

wheet, im back! blog's been very stagnant sorry peopa! updates soon! right now I NEED TO STUDY FOR SS, didnt touch diplomacy chapter at all. if im not going to read it before 1 day before the test, i guess im highly screwed. and LOOK! its on the same day with chemistry spa =\!

TONNES OF PHOTOS TO PUT UP! TAKE NOTE OF THIS PLACE!:D

ooo.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LAOPO!
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEOW WEISIANG :D !

byebye peopla!
countdown to prelims : 22days D:
countdown to unlucky bad day: 24days D: D: D:!!!!

2009-06-25T22:23:00.003+08:00

if you want to do it, DO IT PROPERLY. don't waste other people's time. noobs. seriously, what's your problem.
i was lucky this time round.

anyway weisiang, yanting! YOU GUYS DID A GREAT JOB LE LA! :D want outing with us anytime also can k :]!
ok at least i ok xD!

.. 也只能这样, 我还能说什么吗? ... ....

2009-06-22T19:39:00.003+08:00

sometimes, alone in my room, my heart just feel hollow.. like nothing is inside.. yet it hurts so badly.. maybe it's because to the feelings i have recently experienced, bad bad! hardly anything good. being stuck home doing homework like mad, then study then head for tuition or piano/ theory lessons suck. i mean, SO WHAT ABOUT O LEVELS SERIOUSLY MAN. it's making me lose my life. everyday is a countdown.. to how many days left to o levels..

and you would think it's ok.. but, why live a life studying everyday. if studying all these i m now was supposed to be a pleasure, then please let me feel that way.. so that i have the willingness to carry on..

and then, being trapped at home was bad enough, why do i have 2 __ ___ brothers for siblings. gosh i really.. .. ... cant stand them any longer.. maybe just HIM.

and sadly.. though i dislike having theory lessons, i like playing the piano.. like beer to others, it makes me avoid and escape, just for that little short moment, where i can indulge in playing my ventings out, playing my feelings out.. i ain't a bottler, i can't bottle things up.. now.. everything is just going fked up.. and seems like i'm being neglected..

因为受够了孤独而变得开朗的我不想再感受一个人的寂寞了..可是有时我还是想一个人静一静...
[[contradicting..]]
anyway, forget it..

the above is just my little vent here..i cant find that one that can just sit down with me and hear me scream everything out.. a silent listener.. hmm.. it wouldn't be nice to that person though.. haih..

onward to mugging like a lifeless mugger xinting. you should rock at it. or u can try stoning..

bytheway friend: smile.. bah..

and trumpets, i owe you guys one post..

elmo - l

2009-06-07T21:05:00.005+08:00

可能因为最近看多,听多,读多,发现在我身边有很多假人..不是wax people,而是假心假仪的人.也不敢说太多,毕竟是blog..是有人读的..
也好..看清他人,才会懂得面对.tralala!

hi people.. kinda emo but i think it will only all get better.. , i guess.. righto.. but stupid! though some things are constantly getting better, there are still idiots around me who are STUPID IDIOTS NOT DESERVING TO BE LIVING STILL, AT LEAST, NOT IN LUXURY BUT IN PAIN AND SUFFERING. well.. idiots are idiots.
(mind you, don't anyone out there dare to say about this part because that f**ker lives in my house, giving no respect to anyone but my father. He's attitude sucks, no 品格at all, and worse still, HE REJOICE AT FAILLING ONLY 3 SUBJECTS. such a pathetic idiot should go die afterall. and if he did, i wouldn't shed any tears, maybe except crocodile/ forced tears)

this should tell you how much i hate him -- to the core.

ahh anyway the week was boring -_-! schooling everyday.. wtpong.. studied after school with verawong, ongruiqi & gohengjue on thursday..

i did do some stuffs.. chemistry and maths.. been doing those 2 subjects for days already! D:! one surprising thing that day when we went to vera's house to study was that, IT WASN'T QUIET THAT DAY D: went into the gym to study instead.. heh :D! camwhored!

PHOTOS: [shall update this part soon.. hmm..]

had an assignment on saturday, ACS (barker).. relatively.. nothing-to-say..other than that the place is really huge..! but it all ended early and i went to baoguan early before qm started or wangwei came.. i stoned 1hour before wangwei came omg! haha camwhored when i reached. LYDIA CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME THE PHOTOGRAPHS! !

but in the end i still didn't get my photoshop from wangwei aww! D:! ohh yeah qiangmai was ok, other than the PA system.. :]! some performers were damn surprising! but abit ke xi that alena didn't take part in the end still.. ahwell..

oh yeah i shot with wangwei's camera with his tele lens f2.8 80-200mm. coolio! :D! abel was so jealous that day haha..! but it was heavy..! couldn't hold it up high for more than 30seconds on one hand..

anyway congratulations to the finalists! namely.. yuneng, huifoon, meizhu, jingyang, huiying, chayyeow, tangjie, billy, xiaomo, yongquan!

blah today was stoning day, one day to relax at home.. slept till 11.. with aching not-that-badly shoulders.. then i went to sleep again at 2+ 3.. i woke up in pain.. both arms aching this time.. tsk.. weakling..

band handover is 6days.. mixed feelings, just like 1year back.. DARN.. trumpeters! D:~! we must take lots of photographs ok?~! trumpeters, do work hard yeah?! love you guys!!

haih.. i dont know why.. everytime my mind starts to think, & i think of you, my heart feels very heavy, torn but undead.. so very bad D: but infront of others, i have to act ok... it really sucks & i hate it.. tears .. where are you..? i need a shoulder now, seriously..

now left are the memories we had..ah nonetheless, i keep them close within my heart..i still l y..sorry.,
please dont ask k..

psps: i removed my ':D's because i need them back.. :/ heart having 0 of it.dang.

BANG!

2009-06-03T19:58:00.007+08:00

smile smile! cheering.. thanks all, especially bunny & stupid sotong!

guess what? secondary 4s banned from going to infocomm june club..! ah wells.. .. haih..
EVELINE MY HOMEWORK YO!!!
i still want it kay!

is my blog getting more active or something?hits getting higher! ha nevermind! but today's hits quite low sia! awwaww!

anyway things seems to be in a big mess D:! talked to.. [lets-call-the-person-A] yesterday night.. A's very sure of what A wants and what A can achieve, and i think yeah i can trust A.. but that's not what others are thinking.. i didn't manage to really convince A about some things, not meant to say here, but just wants to help.. A you better treasure your life k! you only live in this body once.. .. just hope that, in all, everything can turn out fine..

ahh and yanting find me just now, to ask me pass her photographs with trumpeters, I TORTURE HER LIKE SIAO.. yeah but idk eh talk to her i happier :D!
zha bor! pass you tomorrow k :]

eh the presents must be very hao kan one ok!!

anyway tuesday aiyo so 'eventful' i must say.. prelim orals in the morning.. i think i did well..! i saw my scores heh.. i will pass, thats for sure.. but wtheck! prelim orals only starts at 8 but my class + guys in 406 came at 7!!! Furthermore Mr Kok was late..! nevermind i still finished quite early.

Afterthat i headed to baoguan for peixunying. saw junzhan and huanlin outside eating.. and junzhan was going to leave after eating ._. ! went in auditorium after cong ming da ge finished his talk.. lol.. whats with 2 plaits? i know i look cute! OPPPPPPS! :X!

cleared huixun pictures, listened to talks.. found out stuffs. not bad.. hmm...

oh toilet break.. i went to wash my hands, peng qiao i met afew people!namely huijun, lilin, lina, xiaotian! the obvious thing we did in the toilet with the big mirror was to CAMWHORE xD!

Photos!:]

mez! checking my uniform actually.. heh!

huijun!

xiaotian!

group shot, lilin didn't want to join D:!

huijun again!

all of us!

eh bunny! i never take with you eh piang!

then went back auditorium and attended talks, and headed home.. ..

today was really boring! lessons ._.!

BYE FOR NOW!

...

2009-06-01T19:53:00.006+08:00

hey blog-reader,
I'm writing this blog entry here to tell how you how crazy i am now. Life ain't the way i want now and i really find myself in a big mess. Something seems to be slipping off my hand gradually but i don't want to let it go.. Even if that thing bites my hand till it bleeds or rot, i really don't want to let it go.. Studies have been pathetic but i'm simply really in no mood to study because of the things now. Even though it's the holidays, i don't feel happy. In fact i feel happier when there's school.. I am not nice nor great, but to you, I am.

I just have a simple request blog-reader, just turn my life back to the times i'm alot more happier. Or if not, smash my heart into pieces so that i can be heartless and wouldn't be able to feel anything. I hope you can fulfil this, so i can stop feeling guilty, weak, pathetic, emotional, stupid, lonely, selfish, unwanted, neglected and all other neglective feelings, if i have yet to experience it. Or even better, send a professional to kill me.

Thanks for reading my blog and wondering what i am talking about. You have just wasted time reading and brain cells thinking and absorbing this 2 paragraphs. I hope you read this with confusion and sincerely appreciate it if you can grant my any of my wishes or two.

oh fuck im crying. bye reader.

1thing, hamster, just spend one day with me happily..that will do..nothing more else for request currently..

it ended.. i guess it was better this way.. afew days.. just a few days.. i would be better..stop saying sorry yeah..?
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un-understandable

2009-05-30T19:48:00.008+08:00

life is full of ups and downs

so how's are you guys' lives lately? mine was happy yet sad, good then bad. perharps without the bad, i wouldn't know how to feel good. just like the evil and the good, there is always some evil in the best person in the world..

PTC was yesterday, i was being an epic failure myself.. why am i still so.. weakling..? after all those, i thought i have grown. i guess, just not enough to keep up..

Though it's the holidays, i don't exactly feel relaxed and happy. Unhappy at the moment, maybe better later. 9 hours each day, for 6 days of the week. If i can, i do want to reduce the number of hours i study to increase the hours i sleep. Plus i have theory and piano lessons at the weirdest time i don't think i can keep to 9hours every single day. But that would mean more study days to finish up everything. ahh well.

The last day of school wasn't exactly the best day of school, but neither is it the worst. Had potluck party in class while having lessons :D! But i have my fair share of scolding. I do feel a sense of shame towards Mrs Chiang, but _ _ are _l_! Shame on you guys!

Felt a little regretful being in Infocomm because i have hardly had any PA duty other than in the month of march.. I didn't do backstage duty before.. before i really step down, i did it. i did it on thursday.

Yes i really did it. i mend it all the way, till its stable, with Gina there. lol i think they thought i was emo-ing, being very quiet unlike the usual me.

my very last time.

and i shall.. keep to my own promise of not coming up to slack but only to help out or do some studying from july onwards.

will miss this place D:

i will miss infocomm for sure, not for all the stuffs i been taken advantage of, but of the memories i have had with them. Though i do not really think joining infocomm during secondary3 is a wise decision, i have never regretted it. (L)

ahh EVELINE REMEMBER MY HOMEWORK KUAI DIAN SUBMIT!! work well with the others k! you can do it :D

1 sort-of handovered, another coming soon..

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last week of school

2009-05-27T19:43:00.009+08:00

hello readers! feeling relatively relaxed today and no mood to study omg :X! needs to start once holidays start too ! *makes big promise to myself*

ok i shall update you guys properly this post! hope it would be a lengthy enjoyable funny one :D!

bytheway, the post about my handwriting for personality very true.. dammit wait a minute.. * be right back*

oh yea, go read it. xD! it's here.

ok lets start with thursday. thursday was really really slack.. morning had social ettiquette course in the hall,

then chinese where we played games, then p.geography, english, assembly, maths and a special assembly by Dr. Foo.. As a loyal P.A member, i provide aid to school without complains thus was at three floor PA room for any assembly talk or happenings in the hall for secondary 4s.. and when i was there..

hehheh.
i uncovered yixie's wallet and found this :

:D:D:D:D:D:D HAHAHAHA MADE ME LAUGH LIKE NOTHING ELSE IS IMPORTANT HAHA!

after finished digging his wallet, i started to dig stuffs in the PA room.. and i found the worksheets used for the sex talk for sec ones.. oh and we did some mischief to it.. heh!

scroll down to see!

hehheh.. close-up . beware guys!

well but actually it's a fill in form for them to fill in true or false.. being the sex pro, junwei did it with ease la.. lol..

and we realised yixie's REAL IDENTITY.. GIRL.

oh friday nothing much.

monday was even worse.. lol pingwoo came to school for a 1hr chinese lesson and maths test.. the rest were free periods for him.. gosh..! at the very least i still had a p.geography lesson more than him and band.. ha! everyone was stoning and more stoning and gossip and games :D! totally no secondary4 mood in class lollol..

oh yea, see this paper, i was so pekcek checking my answers and i felt damn sleepy.. i didn't want to write properly and just scrible whatever my brain couldn't do on the immediate.. thus the very bad handwriting [like mok's] and making verawong laugh like crazy beside me after seeing what i have done. partly cause she already wanted to laugh and after seeing me do my checking she couldn't control her laughter anymore.

tuesday was good ! all teachers were back and lessons were as per normal. after school it rained and instead of going to vera's house to study, we went long john silver.. did a little of my p.geography paper.. hah and left at.. 4.45..? oh we camwhored :D! 难得！

group shot :D!

self taking but failed!

REFLECTION!

wednesday was boring.. as usual.. after school headed to uncle sam to have a little chat session with long-ge and sikai. engjue and vera and bryan and mok and zhengyang followed along. Long-ge treated! wheet! oh yea, on the car ride, i realised long-ge lives in the same condominium with me. i even know his block now.. ggrreeeaatt.. another teacher in the same condominium..

after finishing my claypot..

on engjue's ice kachang.. auntie, ice kachang 有加料. HAHAHAHAHAH!

ok thats all folks.. i got my holiday remedial schedule.. there is something on every remedial day, but its just one or at most 2.. lol.

psps: CHEER UP! :] big :D here!

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after examination period.

2009-05-20T19:55:00.004+08:00

post examinations time -- more sleepy than usual D:

today junwei was more tired than usual, lazing and trying to get a little sleep every moment he gets to rest. while i had been yawning a dozen more than the no. of times i usually do. must be the delayed side effects of studying late every night during midyears.

ahwell. midyear examinations. results : DISAPPOINTING. maybe i set my targets too high still, but it isn't unachievable. just chemistry P2 alone i lost 14MARKS due to carelessness. i need to reflect to do better. not with the surveys and worksheets to make us reflect, but some time off to think of what i should do while doing the paper in a unfavourable situation.

wtp was i thinking, copper reacting with copper in copper (II) oxide. -_-! yeah you can laugh at me about this if you want.

and time management.. though ms sathi didn't point it out in my SS and history paper, i know i always need more time in the examinations. though i manage to finish all my un-humanities paper, i didn't had time to check my papers.. especially chemistry..

chemistry was disappointing, so was physical geography. piang.. seriously whats wrong with me when i was doing the paper?! Mr Yeo, Mrs Lew, Mr Koh had been constantly reminding us about writing down examples and i know i needed to give specific examples during the 2 LORMS questions. but wtshit! i didn't write any down! D:!

then, i stupidly did not use the source given properly, losing 7marks because the areas were sloping.. [if you didn't see the paper, i don't think you would understand this section]

next, both my mathematics.. i really really thought my A and B could come from my A and E maths. i had high hopes. but it all plunged when i got back my paper2 for both maths which lowered my overall DRASTICALLY. not that i failed the papers, i didn't fail any. but it just wasn't good enough. i used to be so strong in maths. what happened to me D:!

SS and e.history was a relief, though i kinda expected more from e.history but slow and steady wins the race! Ms Sathi praised me, but i'm not pushing myself hard enough. i kinda got my predicted marks for SS, but expected a little higher for e.history. but i need to be contented with what i have now.

ohh, higher chinese was a MIRACLE! i got back my shi yong wen first and i borderline passed it only, thus i didn't think i would do well for the paper. plus there was the zhang wen shuo duan in paper2 which i'm very weak at, therefore i thought i would merely get a C6. However when i got my composition back next, i was SHOCKED. in the past i used to not even get pass the 40 mark /70. this time round i got 43.5 o.o !!! and my paper2, probably 55-60 range? i got 68.5 :D!
overall, if not for my shiyongwen, i could have gotten a grade higher, but B4 is satisfactory for now :D

biology paper was ok, though i could have pushed myself even harder by answering the questions fully.

i passed english, shocked o.o! ok.. C6 though..

enough about results. i think i had rant enough..
i just need to work harder. i seriously don't know how to tell my parents about my results.. and PTC.. shit.

side note:

belinda HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok going through biology paper.
biology lessons are fun :D!

psps:

don't you just get irritated when people stand in front of the bus stop in the direction of the bus and block you from seeing which bus is arriving?!

thats all for today! it's a real lengthy post and if you have read till here, i congratulation you on wasting your time reading my vents! you have just wasted some of your time!

hamster, 你的要求好难办到，但是我会做的！:]

ALL DOWN!

2009-05-17T19:23:00.010+08:00

are you guys still studying? happy studying if you are! if you aren't, well CONGRATS!

finally able to say this! : MY MYES ARE OVER! :D

i don't want to judge and guess my scores this time round because the previous time i tried, i got practically everything wrong. but i kinda guess that my chemistry is badly done! it was really very difficult D:! ok hope the whole level thinks so too so it would be moderated! :D!

i don't dare believe too much lest all my results turn out to be a disaster and i will cry badly and emo like siao D:

oh yea talking about mye, here's the irony. we end exams on friday, with me only having biology paper 1, we still had to stay back to see mr kok for lessons to check through our english papers as he had to serve the nation. manz ._.!

another one! my father was very random.. i was using my tablet pc at night surfing the net, my father came in and told me to start preparing for o lvls.. wtf..?!

ok exams aside.. i have hell lots of stuff to upload onto bloggy! took many many many photographs, and of course, with photographs come the memories of the past!

start being enlightened by my life here! :
long long long ago, there was qm auditions which i went to cho re nao~ haha mr liu fetched of course go play la :D.. ok.. yeah anyway then i was just waiting for mr liu when meiwei started talking about her school where she does alot of exercising in order to match up with her school's hectic P.E lessons which then she demostrates invisible chair, with 2 people following up and matching her skills.

yeah and they lasted rather long..! especially junquan! haha omg!

next, school..

before the mye, still with the normal school days, everyone was like, sleeping..

this was during break k! even gary was sleeping..!

junwei sleeping too during in-between lesson breaks, but expected la.. that pig sleeps in every minute he has..

even james is sleeping during assembly period during duty..

and bryan..

but of course, if everything is going to be sleeping, life is damn shit boring right! yeah, we have jokes around..

such as the poke-a-pen-into-food joke by yujun

and yingxuan's randomness into turning jiaxin's hair into a big mess..opps :X!

oh! and mdm yong's really funny funny biology stories! xD

not just about studies.. band had break for upper secondary to study for midyears, thus i was able to attended a week of infocomm, which concidentally, is the voting day for sec3 EXCO.. yeah anyway it's over.. with all the votes done and accounted for..
speaking of which, .. nevermind..

1.. or was it 2, weeks before midyears, there was speech day. COMPULSORY for sec4s. luckily i was a photographerof the event, if not i'm sure to die of boredom..! oh the shot above was taken cause samantha really looked like this brightly-shone person on its own. like, everything else was dark and pitch black. but on my phone jiu not the same.. so .. suan le!

and below is a photograph of the rehearsal area.. well can't blame me.. i really don't know how to help the technical stuffs, thus i was just stoning there.. snapping around..

then to celebrate my brother's coming out from 2 weeks of staying in tekong [had a field trip], we specially went to causeway point to have dinner! but haih wth! in the end my father moodswing and everything just turned sore.. just because my mother can't find the popular card, my father told me to not buy whatever i needed to buy.. wth! exams coming no pen how to do my papers.. ..

yeah but anyway i bought it the next day :D!

psps: i want this big eeyore i saw from action city which is a bigger version of the one i have at home and is FREAKING CUTE! can any kind soul like buy for me D:! its the 3rd time i have seen it but i ALWAYS don't have enough money to buy it D:!

here's my miniature one :D!

oh yea, then during midyears, after most of the major papers, vera and i went engjue's house to study..

but what the pong! her place is seriously not condusive for studying! stayed there quite long.. but none in! in the end we studied alittle, then played.. haha!

big ducky meets little ducky and vice versa..

vera wong the retard :X!

our stuffs to revise.

eng jue's house

vera wong with bun and hair conditional.!

and bun being squshed up by me and eng jue..

ok playing around.. as you can see, i was doing Amaths and failed badly.

play play~

then the last week of midyears after the Emaths paper1, we went bukit panjang plaza to buy presents.. heh xD

and well studied alittle..

on the way..

well then nothing le.. x.x!

after exams everyone left and went out to play while i went home stoned and blahblah.. and went for theory lessons at night! wtshit.. no life..

but saturday was happy and delightful :D:D:D:D! i manage to meet hamster that day, and saw a rabbit hehheh! then went bg..feeling a little dizzy and sleepy until i saw wangwei and ouyang desperately thinking of ideas to shoot huiying and huiying's reactions and actions! hilarious! too bad i didn't take any shot of how crazy she was hahaha!

after that i stoned at T2.1 till 6+ before heading home with huiying.. haha! but suddenly just dont feel good and emo.. haih.. but mui is alright now!

ok thats all folks! byee!

see la my school.. sec4s mainly on the 6th floor.. early in the morning go classroom is yao ming de! D:!

psps: love you :D but not that you will see this.

i shall get rid of this soon.

2009-04-23T20:30:00.004+08:00

wazxzxzxz lets twit! lol joking. school's slacking but mugging is increasing. omg. the time i m at home now usually spent on mugging la D:!

aiya shall update tmr and kill off this part. got quite some photos. argh tmr lol. hopefully it wunt be screw up again.

kkkkkkk i want sleep having this bad headache. but

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUHAN!
very sorry cant go party ah..

lol anyway i hate people bitching about stuffs man omg. i mean gossip ok la. but to an extent go bitch and backstab the person behind the person is just down right mean, stupid. want to bitch so much bitch in the person's face la! hum for what?!

and evelyn lol you not fat can walau.!

//edited.

sometimes, i really wished this was a personal place, so i could throw everything in, without thinking if i would offend anyone, disobeying internet rules for awhile, be a cyber bully just for a minute. but.. im just a stupid coward person afterall.

i dont know my real me already. i need to find it back. my old self D:
not just your little puppet. i now dont know if i dislike or i like you. what a stupid girl..

bye world.

crap where's the freaking update!!!!!!! gosh i really dont have the time to be here. better off mugging than here. it's always mugging. why am i always busy?!!! busying studying studying studying sleeping eating lessoning schooling and __. i really wish one day, to be free to do what i want.. with the correct person and correct object..

i shall await 15may.

//
this is getting longer and longer wtf..
just want to say: 'jin tian you bei hen hen de tong le ji ge dao.. gen ben bu zhi dao, yao zhen yang cai gen ni gou tong. ming ming yi jing shi zhe xiang gen ni shuo hua, dan ni que yi er zai, zai er san de ling wo gen tao yan.'

byeee world.. hamster..D: was trying to call out to you..

心情

2009-04-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

虽然没跟别人说，最近的心情不是很好。。昨天在msn与angeline说话还哭了起来。但是现在好多了！因为我大概找到我该走的路！

对不起！我一定会改，改得比以前更好！请不要不做我的朋友好吗？

i dont seem to show what i feel, but i really treasure you as my friend k! im very and so very sorry!

to a second you,
i think i have just decided, to try to keep you out of my mind.. to stop getting those scars inflicted on me. not that its done purposely by you, but you unknowingly did it. In the first place, i didn't know you well, and i wondered why would i even like you. i guess all this shall remain as a secret, and it will remain as a silent crush.

NO PROBING K PEOPLE!

to a third you,
YOU SUCK. yes i dont understand you, but i dont think you understand us either. but peace out.

OH YEA, NO SCHOOL ON THURS THIS WEEK ! FTW! but elearning sucks. it's a open holiday for students to play computer while pretending to be doing work. HA IN YOUR FACE. again in my 4 nanhua years, elearning day proves itself to be a epic failure.

TODAY IS GOOD FRIDAY! but i spent the early hours of the day mugging. what a obedient kid. i aim to get 6As for midyears!! OK OFF TO MUGGING!

psps:

my phone can be used now! :D~

PAPA WHERE ARE YOU! haha hope you're enjoying your university life! don't die there! haha and practise hard!

04042009

2009-04-04T20:15:00.012+08:00

have you seen something this gross?

its the dissection of a frog mdm yong demostrate to us a biology lesson after just ending common test. very cool! its dissection, studying the parts for learning, not cruelly killing k!
but strictly speaking, we didn't kill it. the heart was still pumping when we finished studying it.

hehe anyway i'm back!DID ANYONE MISS ME?!
psps: jessical its time for you to go back to school! hahahaha! :P!

how's your schools? mine's busy..even my holiday was spent out everyday. haha meaningfully~
okay, SYF ended really early this year for us and now it's time to concentrate on studies. To 'help' us on, the teachers' have been giving out piles and chunks of homework for us to complete for revision. how nice..

but something out of the ordinary:

we pledged to be kind... manz, i'm very kind k! i don't need such pledge HAHAHAHA!

bytheway: my phone died! last week i went back bg haha and then i wanted to hit a pole on the 7th floor. thus, i jumped, and my phone slipped off from my hand, and 'flied' away.. next, it landed on the floor with a big crash.. *boom* my phone died..

SAD RIGHT! HAIHS I LIKE THAT PHONE SO MUCH! was quite sad about it actually but haih, whats over is over. junquan tried to save it by giving it he's father love but it didn't work. aww! it's now sent for repair and READY FOR COLLECTION! i promise i shall treat with lots of tender care and not abuse it! AHHHH!

//edited] my mom went to take collect it..then found out the memory slot for memory card wasnt working..wtshit.. SAD FACE! ok its ok liao!

[mugging]

talking about bg, i was supposed to blog about yingxin. but it has been such a long time since it. i guess blogging about it now would be very retarded. aww! but it was lots of fun! :D~!
and there were gossipy and mugging times here and there..

:D:D! and i just saw 5 of the newbies today! HA! but they went off so early! aww!

oh yeah oh yeah! i just got a tutor today.. he tutors to study.. very strict he! but at the same time SO CUTE!!!!

SEE IT ALSO NO MOOD TO STUDY HAHA! SIMPLY JUST SO CUTE! AWWAWW! WISH HE COMES TO VISIT EVERYDAY *hints*!

about to go homeeeeeeeeee!
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alright! thats all folks.. my memory has been failing me recently.. i cant remember what happened to me during the past few weeks.. it was just mugging and mugging D:!

//edited]]
sat was simply FUN! :D! nearly destroyed my father's alarm clock in its desperate attempts to wake me up.. then prepared for school just when my parents came back from sao mu. reached school at 8.30 and STONED till 9.30 because Mrs Lee was being nice not to demand our room back for remedial. after remedial went bg! haha. and i thought i was early.. ends up i was on the dot and the only other SYD member on the dot was rongyu..

tsktsk..haihs! haha but the zbcomma room was bursting with newbies xDxD! went up to 7th floor HOPING to gather and find SYD members but FAIL. in the end most of them arrived together with huiching. had a debrief by wan ting jie.
After the talk practically everyone left. went back zbcomma room and GOSSIP! :D:D:D!

oh yeh I OFFICIALLY JOINED 48 CLUB AND IS SB0027! haha MORE GOSSIPS MUAHAHAH! ok anyway its a bad combination to put me guochang and yuhan in the same room unless you want noise pollution. opps :X! haha

then did a little of maths before heading to taman jurong for dinner. and the most ridiculous thing i thought i wouldnt do: kajiao and spam people with messages for a very random reason. haha
yuhan suffer! opps! zw and i spammed her like siao. or ok, it was just mainly me hahahahahahahahMEHHHH! xDxD!

quoted from yuhan's blog : '
CHEEZER VISITS STONAGE TIMES
tagline: encounter with moving stone'

haha LALALALALALALAA! enjoyable man. wish i could go down often without being nagged like 100 times.

ok BUAI father nagging again. NEEDS TO MUG YOU KNOW COMPUTER NOT USE TO DO PROJECT ONE WHATEVER I SAY EAT SHIT. _l_ OKIE MY GEOG PROJECT DONE LIAO BUAI!

sidenote: was your week :D or D:?

small update

2009-03-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

my tittle says it, a small update, not gonna do much, and i am going to delete/ deleted my previous post because i still want to keep my blog for public. i guess this is why sometimes people have multiple blogs. rawr.

yingxin was good! ~:D
fun! crazy! but tiring. 3 days of staying at least 5hours in the North was ok. it was the travelling. mehh! the latest batch [24thbatch] of SYD members are cool~! not as shy haha and FUNNY.

abel was being normal and usual till last day where he K-O and went crazy. o-m-g.

k blog about yingxin another day. very cool :D!
LOVES SYD VERY VERY MUCH! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

a quiz~
Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

i wish i could use a 'box' so as to make this stuffs more distinct and easier to see. but lalala too bad HAHAHAHAHA
IN YOUR FACE.

bye~
back to slacking before mugging.

sidenote: have you done your homework? D:

common tests over!

2009-03-01T13:46:00.007+08:00

JESSICAL! so wed?

ps: glasses changed.

read tittle, say hurray! :D! CT OVER CT OVER CT OVER!
this is one of the first times in upper sec life that i can say, IM CONFIDENT ABOUT MY RESULTS:D!

i can quite predict my results i guesssssssssssssss. hopefully. but combined humanities is =[! confirm screwed up! D:!

and i think i was feeling damm hyper crazy and mad after cts, laughing like some mad ass yesterday :P!

long update! don't fall asleep!

i cant really remember anything else i did, other than MUGGING, and STUDYING, and SLEEPING and EATING in class. my brain was all hyped up and any other information was thrown away.

haih, being the 6th floor, the environment is supposed to be the cleanest, the air should be having little dust as the dust is not as compressed as compared to air nearer to ground floor. yet, WTH the air is just as bad, or maybe worse! the windows are completely filled with dust.. so much that we can do drawing on it.. its just that bad, due to the construction of HDB flats on the field next to us-_-

+ the construction of air con after school made the classroom even dirtier!
but AIR CON = :D!

HAHAH OH YEA, INSIDE JOKE, 410 except biology students do not have grey matters. LOL xD!

i think having 9 students + having lessons is fun la! can speak whatever we like, chat whatever we like, not like having 40people that kind of atmosphere, where you most likely don't want to pay attention because the teacher seems to be unable to concentrate on everyone. and especially when the teacher is MDMyong, LOL.
and we still have this 19yearold trainy. WATERPOLO. lol.

mdmyong+ 19yearsold

mending the projector

resting

mending

rawr

lalala

COMMON TEST
23feb -- english and higher chinese common test
24feb -- E maths and elective history
25feb -- chemistry and SS
26feb -- Amaths and biology
27feb --pure geography

there wasn't muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, just that i saw a red sun/moon. kinda cool 0.0!

the class is just mugging its way. people getting more serious about studies and such.

and after CT, the atmosphere was completely different! o.o! playing chinese chess........lol.

oh, 26feb was 3 people's birthday
KATHRYN, ZUHUI, and my brother!
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

right, i think there isnt anything much for me to say about. its been too long since i updated.
BUT YESTERDAY WAS FUN. shooting 2 magicians for magic show and working with 2 reporters! the 2 magicians were like, pro! ha! oh and nice :D!

ha and when they showed the trick to me, i was like 'HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA' all the way!

afterthat saw the dance for the yin xin, not bad..................
and i was super crazy la.omg i think i'm mad..!

k i guess its nothing liao, byeeeeeeeeeeee!

ps: :DDDDD

---------------------------playing in process-----------------------------

2009-02-22T17:30:00.002+08:00

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic.

You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.

You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act.

You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse.

You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change.

You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

it is very true.i'm telling all of you.

studying for chinese common test doesn't seem to be as ok as expected. i don't know alot of words in the passage yet to the teachers they are not deem difficult words. i need to brush up on chinese already..

and i hope my english will be up to standard.

and reading my past entries, i realise i change alot. ha! in writing, saying things.

bye people.

more formal, more lengthy, less crap, less vulgarities, more english, less singlish. goodgood :D

i dont understand you at all..how dumb i was..

2009-02-21T21:34:00.003+08:00

yes im back people! :D! this shall be a very short update because i'm going to study!

common test is just next week.. so i guess the blog will be on hiatus till the end of common test.

when i'm back, i will post few photos and update the long weeks kay!

valentines day was a :D! but the week wasn't a :D afterall!
ha CLARINE hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

XOXO,
MISS POK.

ps: class tee;D!

--------------mugging, cursing, sleeping, crying in process-----------------

Valentines Day!❤!

2009-02-13T18:01:00.006+08:00

hello fellas im back! today somewhat is a lucky/suai day being 13th the friday, it is also pre-valentine's day! got like a lot of chocolates and LOLLIPOP! :D lol!

this is going to be pre-advance posting as i'm going off for theory lessons and cousin's house and i'm not sure when i'm going to use the computer again. Will blog about this week's stuffs! especially today! :D!

and i'm okay now, smiles. I just overcomed a huge huddle. and thanks Qiu laoshi for answering my call and trying to comfort me o.o! haha!

okay bye now, when i'm back for more posting, i guess some parts of this whole chunk would be removed as it is REDUNDANT.

But sian, tomorrow is no life day for me D:!

and to those who are sad yesterday/today: cheer up!
//edited. on second thought, i decided not to remove any of it. this week, i was feeling sore, same as the few weeks that passed. but i guess it got alot better on friday:]!

I visited the optician on Sunday. I'm going to change glasses soon. My eye sight's gotten worse and sometimes can't see what's on the board or shown on the projector.. Makes me copy notes really slow. sigh.. so i would usually get the notes from Samuel or Leon to copy..

Monday was yuan xiao jie! chu fiffteen, meaning the last day of Chinese New Year, sad face! Luckily school was released early, AT 10.30AM! What a record! :D! the whole school assembled at the hall at 10am, and i ran off to the PA room to slack around, and help out if needed. Was rather wth-_- at first but haha i got to rant it out :P! afterthat i met MingJun and Yewshen for awhile before heading home together with Jasmine and maomao. No, they didn't go home, we went to study, at Bukit Panjang Plaza Macs!haha! together with Zhiwei.

and i saw hweeping! XIII! ;D HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
studied till evening before heading home.. and slept. i can't believe my day at night was so bad!
First, i was having a dizzy spell yet i haven't started on revising for chemistry and maths which i have tests the next day.
Second, my brother's computer was playing tricks with me _l_!
Third, i have piles of homework to do since i didn't do much during the weekends.
i was so knocked-out by the 'spell', in the end i didn't study much for my tests but just did homework.. [what a goner..]

Tuesday was relatively ok. Other than having 2 tests, i was just quite ._. to listen in class.. Even geography sounds boring.. I was studying for Amaths instead. There was no remedial after school so i went home.. and zzz... sleep.. then i did my homework.. Oh yea, my brother recently had this big graze over rubix cube.. After solving the 3x3x3 cube, he bought the 4x4x4 cube -_-

Wednesday was bad. I was having a bad mood throughout the whole day. Nothing much happened that day. Oh yea, i had biology remedial after school and we were only informed in the morning ._.! Plus, physics remedial started at 1.30pm and ended early for some.

Lucky!

After remedial was infocomm session. KAIWEN BROUGHT STRAWS TO FOLD. i knew it before long so i brought some too. black hearts:D! and i experimented with his 50mm f1.8 lens.. love it!

[click on photo to see origin]

bytheway, i hate people lieing. That's why.

went home and i think other than people pissing me off, i pissed someone off=[. I had this sudden 'urge' to emo. Well ya, the usual-_-. After i went home, i was very tired. I wanted to take a 5minutes nap which i ended sleeping till 9pm. Afterwards, i couldn't do any work anymore. Printed my Geography notes then turned into bed. AT AROUND 9.40PM..

Thursday was tie day. The only thing i looked forward to was assembly because it's like free time. Yayness. Today's captain ball was madness! And i thought we weren't going to have english remedial, till halfway our chemistry lesson where Mr Kok came in to pass YingXuan something.
BANG, i have remedial. But it was relatively interesting.. L-O-L.
After remedial i went for band practice, then i went home with Wesley and Zhiwei.
i need to tone my trumpet skills and techniques, thus i brought home my trumpet..
Quite .___. after hearing some news from Edelyn.. =[! was very worried about my Chinese Entrance Test then.. haihs..

我好像与你们分离了很多..

Friday was pre-valentines day, HAPPY FACE! Received quite a number of gifts. haha! :D!
ok nothing else much to say. quite happy but sad about this day.. rawr rawr. i stayed over at cousin's house :D! ok it was fun..

Saturday.. i left my phone at my cousin's house when i went home in the morning thus when i went for piano, i told them to meet me and pass me my phone there.. To think.. !@&*(#*(@!&*(#@! Haihs, now, i think i'm in deep shit..
-_-!

i dont seem to know you at all now.. perharps..
and sorry to those who got my spammed messages.. real sorry ._.!

PS: taken with D300, 50mm F1.4 lens [kaiwen's]

yearn..
[click on photo to view origin] More @ album

.. byeeee=[

----studying, sleeping, mugging, playing, screaming, killing, sorrying in progress-----

idkwil,hyozw,那种乱乱的感觉

2009-02-10T21:06:00.003+08:00

more mugging, more practice, less sleeping, less playing, less eating.

omg sec4 is so no-lifeeee. remedials everyday after school omg. kay lets go for more mugging sessions.

the CME file was such an redundant thing since CEP doesn't really conduct CME lessons, and it's not like we care much.

kay study! friday p.geog test, thurs chem test, next week, O LEVEL BIOLOGY SPA EXAMINATION.

hope everything goes fine. bye, my life.

sorrow filled

2009-02-07T12:26:00.006+08:00

i think i just failed myself at the chinese test. *inserts sad face*

it was a raining day yesterday, so good to emo! D:!
my father fetched me home after the test. luckily else i wouldn't be able to go home dry.

it had been a struggle inside myself whether to continue HCL or not. now i know, i really want to take HCL. its a A i want to achieve for D:! +________+

righto enough of unhappy stuffs! forget manz. i have tried to aim for it and it's up to the school now to let me have it or not =[!

on saturday

ok i forgot to mention this, but i went to lao yu sheng before the 7th of Chinese New Year [chu 7] which is also ren ri, every human on Earth's birthday! :D! we went Sakae Sushi and had our stomachs full, before returning home to do homework ._.!

but now its so late already, it's chu 15, which is yuan xiao jie on monday already! why is Chinese New Year ending so fast! D:!

*sighs*

there's going to be daily remedials from next week onwards, relatively, end of Chinese New Year D:!

heavy load of stuffs coming right up. it's just the 2nd month of the year, yet studies seem to be our life already. i thought there was still room for negociations. But tsktsk, look what we have got.

it's a sign, O levels are our lives now.

but then again,

i want to hold on to my other stuffs, really really. i don't want to let go yet. it's making me hate it but at the same time love it, 那种乱乱的感觉.

especially trumpeters!

i love you guys but at the same time i hate to lead you guys lest i make a mistake and cause everyone unhappiness and scoldings. But don't be mistaken i really love being part of you guys! let's go out soon next time kay :D!

and jiaqian, thanks for being my listening ear that day, thanks so much !!!!!!!!!!! btw, be more confident in yourself and playing, you can do it de :D!

bytheway,

1 piece of good news, school is letting us off at 10.30 on mon :D! can rush up all my homework!

till then, byeeeeee.

all this is brought to your by my NOKIA phone which i forgot what model lollol. but IT ROCKS!

---- studying, sleeping, emo-ing, crazying, eating, bathing, and dieing in process------

ps: papa, miss talking to you alot!D:!

idkwil,hyozw,那种乱乱的感觉

2009-02-05T17:56:00.003+08:00

feeling shitty after test. tomorrow tomorrow omgomg shit. if i do badly tomorrow.. ..die..?

this few weeks aren't my peak, thats for sure. not going to emo and complain about why i'm like this. but, SAD FACE=[!

kay these few days were just lessons + test and CCA. yeh, wednesday, Mr ykw came to ~~pao nv~~ talk about photograhy, just the basics for the first lesson. hmm i think i was rude yesterday bahs. hmm nothing else i guess.

i'm quite confused. i don't know what my next move should be like, and i really want to escape, but can i let go of my feelings that easily..? was pondering over this thing since on the bus. well but then, i couldn't.

well but today was no face, sian face, happy face~ then sad face=[! shall not elaborate the details here.

just hope that tomorrow is better, i guess.

3PM TO 6PM, SURVIVAL OR DEATH.

till then, M-U-G! who wants to go study with me on sat morning or mon..? D:!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2009-01-30T22:28:00.006+08:00

cheezer eeyor lai bai nian!~

kay hello readers HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

let me just say how i spent my CNY----------- in boredom. i didnt really study muc through-out but just did my school homework on day2 of CNY. slacking heh!

kay but i hope everyone i want to send wishes to received, cause my phone didn't manage to send out all the messages but i don't know who it didn't send!

bytheway this post would be a little short because my brother wants back his computer already! D:

enough nagging, get to the story :P!

on saturday i didn't know what i was doing but i was doing something, and it was boring-_-! guess i spent the whole day sleeping bah! oh wait, out.

on sunday in the morning woke up go uncle's house at pasir ris to pray. had lunch before heading home then slacked for a little while before going to the same place for reunion dinner. and anyway the day wasn't spend really meanifully. i'm not really close to my paternal cousins. ah well.
WHY DIDN'T WE GO BACK TO AHMA HOUSE FOR AWHILE AWW CANT BULLY COUSIN AND NO YONG DAO FU D:!

anyway we reached home like 11+ and i was feeling pretty exhausted. thus, 1+ went to sleep liao. lol.
ohoh! i painted my nails blue and pink! HEHEHEHEHEHE :D:D:D!

cool eh~

chu yi!:

went grandmother house first instead~ :D! kay i have a very tall cousin who doesn't know my number. haha oh yea we have 3 band members in the house :D!
tuba trumpet percussion!!

played around and of course bullied my dear cousin again! hahah! pig manz. then in the afternoon headed back to uncle's house to bai nian. rather boring there i must say. nothing much to do. was alittle regretful when i didn't bring my homework because i had ample time to stone ._.!

chu er!:
i brought my homework along everywhere i go. maternal cousins went to malaysia alr! D:! did my homework and read a little of chemistry. then, we headed to my aunt's house instead to bai nian again. this time, mahjong-ed a little. went home quite early to finish up the rest of my homework and have an early sleep. but it turns out that i didn't manage to finish up my homework fast enough to have an early sleep. D:!

while doing homework D:!

wed was back-to-school day. we were supposately going to only have 3 teachers teaching us the whole day. but, we only had 2 because ms sathi didn't come o.o
thus spent the time trying to do chemistry and restudying organic chemistry.
after school went for infocomm hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. ok mean noob pulled me to handiplus and whacked me damn pain la! junwei also! D:!

REVENGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

home-d with zhiwei hehehehehehehe xD!

thursday was weird. haha assembly was the most interesting lesson of all! OMG THE PEOPLE ARE JUST SO GOOD :D! kay i took photos. i actually wanted to read chemistry but in the end the whole show was just so interestinggggg!~

but then, the day was ended with a bad note. well, no comments, nothing to say.

ok bytheway i had lots of miscommunications-_-!

today was WORSE. dammit. end of story. walau i cant believe that whole class was so angry hahahahahaha. kay geography was boring. omg hell! D:~!

bytheway xiexie qiu lao shi help me print my graph!:D:D:D:D!

ps: i look weird in the photos D:!

回来了回来了! orientation camp, CNY, marching video.

2009-01-23T21:09:00.007+08:00

[prewarning: all photos taken here are by me, foo xin ting, or cheezer you may call. they are strictly copyrighted. and if you dislike your photos to be up here, meaning photos posted up that has you in, please come find me and i will remove it. lax~ ]

大家想我吗?! 一定是想到siao~

sorrysorry so late no update, plus my last update wasn't a really update.lol. basically i have been really busy/ unable to use computer/ doing homework/ in school/sleeping/ studying/ bathing/ and on and on..!

blogging has been so irragular now i don't know if i will abandon my blog or not but do check out often kay i hope i still have the time ._.

kay so i last updated about my O level results la, big D:! but whatever i must make sure i pass the test thing i wanna take higher chinese ._.!

monday very moody..go home do homework be good girl. tuesday i went home earlier because i very tired if i didn't remember wrongly. wednesday i went for band awhile then rush back home and went off for piano lessons again. thursday had many things, band- drill. then went off find ww borrow flash :X then came back school for drills then go find mr see then father fetched then went to IMM for celebration of grandmother.! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH AND I BULLIED MY DEAR COUSIN :D:D:D:D

oh yea, on the same day, while going home, the car was malfunctioning as there was no battery power left. [forgot to turn of the car's lights] in the end uncle helped us charge my father's battery and we could go home again :D!

brother and younger cousin

car

me~

friday was start of sec1's orientation camp. i went school real early because my father fetched me earlier in case the car can't operate and i can still catch the public bus. ok anyway it could and i reached school very early, earlier than zhicheng! LOL! yeh then slacked around till 6.50 then i went up the hall to gather, realising nobody i know there. [bytheway let's all just skip all the unhappy stuffs if not the chain of things i'm going to say is going to be long.]
ok so set up PA, mics and 2nd floor PA, or rather i slacked while the rest set up. went for morning assembly, heheh psychology works la! i kept staring at 410 people and kept waving, afterthat, belinda looked up and vera looked up too! like omg lol who would look up one.

then i stared at engjue longlong, then she also looked up! :D! LOL!

samantha the noob stared at her friend real long too and her friend looked up tooooo!
kay afterthat went back PA. once the sec1s gathered i went down to start taking photos of opening ceremony, back to dorms, changing of clothes, cheer competition, bonding games, survival games part one, survival games part two, dancing, preparation for night games. dinner, orientation night, night games + haunted house.

that basically summarised what happened during OC for day one. hehehe anyway i saw clarine! AND I TOOK A PHOTO OF HER AND I GOT A VERY FUNNY PHOTO OF HER HAHAHA! kaiwen and isabell came! infocomm is a very funny bunch of people~ or maybe just the few i know. hahahahaha! oh yea, i didn't entirely taking photos, having my own part of fun tooooo :D! after shooting enough of the survival games, i went to station myself at one of the stations and played:D! oh yea during the dance session i was doing maths._.! isabell very high camwhoring hahahh!

and then at night wesley and i were afraid of the dark thus initial we stayed at PA to do the slideshow for the next morning. do till one part both of us falling asleep. therefore we decided to slack and went up to find people to move the things down. in the end, we spent quite a long time there and not afraid of the things there liao.lol!

night had some miscomunications and unresponsibilty of people but everything was still fine. infocomm went to student counselling room to bunk in. the room, haihs,
had aircon and fan but no sufficient place. tsktsk.

i was doing my own stuffs with zc's computer while rushing out some editing of photos for wesley because i really think that some of the photos are cmi ones. next i bathed at 3am, with a hose, AGAIN~ went back and tried to continue facing the computer, changing my raw photos, but finally couldn't continue myself and went to sleep, at the stairs, with samantha the noob accompanying me while studying..woke at 6.23 and was too tired to shoot then sunset D:!

went for morning assembly the next morning and ran back to grab my camera and rush back D: D:! singing also need shoot. shot afew shots with the wb wrong then changed it and continued. i was really x.x already. then took group shot and made my current-worse-mistake ever T_T! then the infocomm people keep suaning me D: D:!

kay had breakfast and met wangwei up to return him he's flash then went back room to rush out and send photos. took a group shot in the midst of having 2 people handling PA. [excludes all the names and bias]

i understand that A & B was there for a purpose, maybe we misunderstood A & B. but their friends shouldn't be there. please do show some respect else we wouldn't show you any.

next, i hope Cs can understand that we do not have all songs on our hands for you to operate at your ease. kindly pass us the CD/ inform us and give us the songs EARLY so that we can prepare, not making the things so screwed up.

third, please note that you shouldn't be blaming infocomm for everything that went wrong. and be more updated please, its infocomm club now, not ITMC.

kay that markes the end of OC. woah, i witnessed an internal fire. lol. forgive and forget.

went for lunch with weixiang isabell and kaiwen, with 4 bags. totally exhausted afterthat but still went out to chinatown for a little walkabout with SYD.

waited halfanhour, and i slept there, like a homeless person. so paiseh :X! but thanks abel for taking the things for me and thanks ww & oy for concern haha!

father called and i had to go home. everytime,theres always the miscommunication, misunderstanding, mistrust. sick of it. shall not elaborate. but it totally screwed my whole day.

sunday was basically a slack day but i was really tired. wanted to do homework but turned out i slept even more.

monday was tiring because i had to finish up my homework before i slept and was lacking desperately in my sleeping time. oh yea, i realised i had a little fever. slight one.LOL. quite retarded but went to school still........

lol james was sick, wesley was sick and both had MC on monday. zw was sick but still came school. noob was feeling sick too. everyone feeling sick! D:!

went for band then went home. it was a total knock-out. rushed homework and slept.

tuesday was the worse. staying awake for even one minute was chore! and i had my first lesson-time K.O during geography. the atmosphere, temperature, everything was so comfortable, to the extent that i slept. so after school i quickly went home and slept.

wednesday was as sleepy. in fact, the whole week, i was just sleepy la. nothing much to say except we had 5 periods of ms sathi's teaching and 3 periods of mr kok teaching. afterschool i went for infocomm's bonding session with sec1s. saw many cute ones! :D! yah and checked the CDs i burned and passed to mr See.

it was fun. and i was very crazy. after the bonding games had PA training and noob poured water on me! and splashed me with water too D:! went off awhile and went to meet hl & sj at bus stop before going NUS university to meet jz & oy. spend time there slacking before meeting wesley & zhiwei to go home. tiredtired. hehehehehe

rehearsal.
thurs was as normal. hehe but there were somethings that were fun:D! and i found out something very 'o.o'! hehehe :D! kay ya and i was doing PA at rehearsal while waiting for it to happen. rushed down for band's marching video then going back up to do PA again. learnt lots! and i stayed till 8pm before going home. met-up with mom and 2 brothers at sakae sushi for dinner. and i reached home AT 10.30

today, CNY celebrations. the big day! assembled at hall at 8 at PA room. muahaha. everything was set up already :D! slack around before starting to take photos.

event started and i rushed everywhere to take photos.LOL. yeh tiring. skipskipskipskip! went off for lunch with infocomm members haha! THEY ARE SO HORNY. end-of-story.

okay that marks the end of update.
HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY THIS POST ;D!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY READERS~~~~~! :D!

bye!

moodless~

2009-01-12T21:41:00.002+08:00

totally ._. x.x T_T today. walau i can go eat shit already. got not-very-good results for 'o' level chinese. not even A2 sia D:!

and i did something bad today. really no mood la ._.
but not like they really care anyway.

sian =[ i go mug liao la. anyway school has A 10A1 scholar~ ~

-------------crying in process--------

finally started

2009-01-11T12:03:00.002+08:00

*living in my self world*
school started as per normal. was really retarded to go school on friday and crap the day through actually. but ohwell. got to know the timetable on friday.

school is as usual boring. and yah man i started doing maths homework again! wheet! and surprisingly, nowadays during lesson time everyone in 410 is very obedient! must be the 'O' levels at work ._. !
talking about 'O' levels, i'm getting my chinese 'O' level results on monday D:!

oh yeah oh yeah! bunny's birthday was on monday! 5 jan~~
jessical's was on 8jan! anyway JESSICAL YOU OLDIEEEEEE MUAAHAHAAHA.
now belinda, pearlie, edelyn's birthday coming up! D:! feeling a hole in my pocket now. so sad!

andand the beijing people came back yesterday! whee~ and some came for CCA extraveganza. and the one who wanted to evade from me got caught by me. LALALA~

some of the things i want to complain today.
- apparently my father didn't know my computer crash and currently still don't know about it-_-!
- and i got scolded someday because he believed in whatever my brother said and thinks i did something bad to him thus he was very agitated-_-!
- till now my mind is still filled of hatred towards the both of them *probably the work of skipbeat*
- i am somewhat back to a busy status, somewhat like a grounded person because i need to mug at home. [but i want go jurong library mug de._.]
- i hate my brothers and fathers and don't want to stay home, but my bed is at home=[
- my brother's computer crashed and he deleted all my stuffs but now it's back to normal but my stuffs are all gone-_-!
- very fed-up with daryl liao.

all related to family other than the last point eh~

i really wonder why i rather be with my friends than my family in the past. now i know. they suck.
口口声声说爱,但一整天被骂.
口口声声说尊重,但却不把我放在眼里.
口口声声说关心,但却连感冒了都不知道.
口口声声说我乖,但一整天被捞刀.
口口声声说你开放,却一整天说我不得体,怀疑有没有男朋友.
i'm also very sick of your restrictness and distrust towards me. i know myself well and i know what i want to do.
and i don't need you to tell me about 'O' levels this year and stress me with your perfect As. the teachers are also saying it.

*end of complain*
okie byebye now i need go mug else he say again-_-

HAPPY THING~
psps: shall make hy surrender his computer soon. :D:D!

----------~~emoing~~mugging in process------

welcome back to 41 clementi aveune.. ..

2009-01-03T21:30:00.004+08:00

back to school yesterday ._. and early in the morning while taking the bus i got scolded-_-!
what a way to start the day of firstdayschool =[!

and i reached school early hoho! like, 6.36am! and i was the earliest [because zc is still in china. lol]

ok was bored and really thought its going to be wet weather, like yay! but meh~ they proceeded with the morning assembly as usual D:!

mr foo gave his speech and blahblahblah~ didnt listen la. chat with engjue more fun:D!
next had this speech by DMs and OM and mr foo.. also didn't listen much. rawh~!
'开开心心上课去, 平平安安回家去' the only thing i remembered.

went back class..lol.
basically it was really nothing much, no use elaborating~
oh yea we went home at 1pm.

went home changed bathe and went to junzhan's party. board gamessssssssss:D! lol
played singapore monopoly and spent like..3hours or it? haha or was it more? LOL :D!
played till 9pm and turned bankrupt la D:! tsktsk!
got pawned D:!

anyway hahah junzhan is very kelian lol! :D:D:D!

took group shot and went off already. and reaching home, my brother made me veryvery angry -_-!

kept saying fuck beside me to me-_-! but wth i don't even know what i did wrong la. do everything to please him-_-!
well but whatever, not that i like you either.

ok byeeee people~!

ps: the first photo i took in o9 was a layered photo full of eeyores and cheezers and my phone. LOL :D! out soon if i could use photoshop~!and i slept till so late, i forgot to go and take a sunrise photo D:!

310 BBQ!

2009-01-03T20:40:00.005+08:00

been bored D:! ok anyway 310 BBQ happened on 29october but im only updating it now because im plain stupid & dumb & lazy such that my intelligent brother doesn't want to lend me his computer. *rolls eyes*

and yes, im in a very bad mood these few days _l_

ok the BBQ. i met verawongweiyi at 2pm to buy the food from NTUC first before meeting the rest of the peeps at bukit batok at 3pm. but there's this person, whom we were supposed to meet at 2pm too to buy and to pay for the stuffs, didn't come till 3pm. rawh!

so met the rest at 3pm. clarine the pig xD! belinda also haha! interchange also walk until luanluan de!

next went to take the bus. but in the end we realised we forgot to buy butter. thus i went to buy + bought PVC roll for wrapping books and scotch tape for myself. i then met yingxuan & angeline & gary & yujun before going to vera's condo.

reached and waiting for mr pingwoo to start fire. went to play at the playground. and chatted with the rest.. hehehehehehe and after the fire started we went back and started BBQ. i was turning fatter because i was the food tester o.o and it was filled with lots of oil. omg shit *starts imagine myself turning a fatty D:!*

oh ya Debra came down too! whheett! cute little girl muahahaha!
played like 2 rounds of bridge and then goldfish then we bored already and i started to eat more omg.
soon night time was coming and more and more people start to come.but food was getting scarce. hahah spam sikai make him buy more food :D:D!
playplayplay! :D!

okay the photos galore!:D

mr house catty~

group shot!:D

group shot~

love hahah!

last post of the year. a big ending!

2008-12-28T17:24:00.005+08:00

*read tittle please*

this year, lucky 2oo8 has been a veryvery fruitful year for me hehe. from the free xinting i was, i turned into a very busy girl this year. hehe. but i have never regretted my decision of taking part in the many stuffs i have done this year!

this year, i was in commitee in class, joined chingay, started to be interested in photography and helping to shoot events of the school, met and made new friends, joined txy, cip, studies, band, performances, continued my piano studies.. etcetc..

it might not have been my most happy year but would have been the year i m the most proud of now.

there are also many ups and downs, but through all these, i have learnt, i have grown, and i have had the experience. next time, i will know :]!

well lastly, i want to hereby thank all my friends and those who know me for being a part of my life. and those i have offended, i'm sorry i might have been harsh but i hope you understand and seek for forgiveness.

CLARINE TOH KAI NING, MUAHAHAHA I PUT YOUR NAME BIGBIG MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE YOU. THANKS FOR BEING THERE JUST TO HELP ME WHEN I FALL THOUGH YOU DON'T KNOW WHY IM FEELING SO AND WAS JUST THERE TO HELP ME ANY AND EVERYTIME! LOVE YOU♥! ;D

VERA WONG WEI YI, MUAHAHAHA ANOTHER ONE HELLOOOOO 3YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP AND COUNTING. GO HOME TOGETHER ON 173 MORE OFTEN KAY! HEHEH

HEHEHE NOT FORGETTING ENGJUE HUIXIN BELINDA ISABELLE LAODA!
ohhhh
AND EVELYN YVONNE ANGELINE YINGXUAN JUNE JIAXIN XIAOYI[HEY DO WELL OK!] PINGWOO ZHENGYANG GUANSHENG YUJUN JUNWEI LEON BRYAN GARY HONGCHAO WESLEY JOSEPH SIKAI SAMUEL ANTHONY ZINING! THOUGH IT WAS A BAD ACADEMIC YEAR, BUT IT WAS FUN BEING WITH YOU GUYS! THANKS 310!

NUKUN! NUER AH! QING BU YAO JI FU NI ZHE GE LAO PA HOR! GOT ANY TROUBLE CAN FIND ME KAY~!

BENEDICT SOH YUAN JIE! STUPID PIGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! NEXT TIME MUST BULLY YOU MORE MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

[ok yay i counted correctly!]

JASMINE TNG JIE MIN, LAOPO♥♥! HEHEH MISS YOU AH. EARLY IN THE MORNING WAKING FOR MORNING ASSEMBLY TALKING CRAP AND DOING HOMEWORK HEHEHEHE. AND ALSO AT THE SAME TIME TALKING ABOUT PIECES. HOPE BOTH OF US GET TO PASS OUR GRADE8 EXAMS! :D!

LEE JIAQIAN! HEY SOTONG HOWS YOUR HUA CHI! GETTING PRETTIER AND SKINNIER LE HUH LOVE YOU!:D

KATHRYN! THANKS FOR BEING THERE TO HELP ME AND BEING SUCH A CAPABLE ASL! HEHEHE;D!

TRUMPETERS! OMGOMGOMGOMG I CANT WRITE DOWN HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU GUYS MANZNZNZNZ. THANKS FOR BEING THERE AND BEING MY LITTLE DEAR TRUMPET MATES AND JUNIORS AND SENIORS. HAHAHA LOVE YOU ALL ALOT!
HEHEHEH JIAYOU FOR SYF OK LETS DO THE BAND PROUD LETS DO OURSELVES PROUD OMG WE CAN DO IT DE! ♥!

SEC3BAND! WHEET! FUNNY GANG OF PEOPLE! HEHEHEHE!

FELICIA! HEYHEY YO! HAHAHAHA THANKS FOR ACCOMPANYING ME THAT NIGHT HEHEHEHE PSPS I VERY TIRED SUDDENLY SIT DOWN JIU KNOCKED OUT ALREADY! HAHAHA SMILE MORE LA RAWHHHHH! NEXT TIME GOT PEOPLE BULLY YOU SHOUT AT THEM HOR!

KHIAT TONG! HEY YO~ WORK HARD TOGETHER NEXT YEAR HUH! HAHAH!

QIU LAO SHI! WALAU HEI XING CHANG LAO SHI! GO TO JAPAN PANGSEH NANHUA! SO BAD HUH~! DON'T BULLY ME LIAO LAAAAAAAA! HEHE! HOPE YOU HAVE ENJOYED YOUR FIRST YEAR IN NANHUA!

MR CHAN! HEHEHEHE :D:D:D:D:D:D! WE HAVEN'T TAKE A PHOTO TOGETHER BEFORE MUST TAKE SOON BEFORE I GRADUATE NEXT YEAR OK. HAHA AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF MANZ!

MDM TAN! I GOT STUDY I REALLY GOT STUDY! AIYO WE HAVEN'T GO YOUR HOUSE SEE YOUR BABY YET NEXT TIME INVITE ALL 9 OF US LEH! :D!

MR THOMAS! HOPE YOU HAVE ENJOYED TEACHING IN NANHUA!

SYD! HAHAHA OMGOMGOMG IDK WHY IM ADDRESSING AS A WHOLE BUT I GUESS ITS BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW EVERYONE OF YOU BUT I HAVE NEVER REGRETTED JOINING YOU GUYS. IT HAS BEEN A YEAR FILLED WITH FUN AND LAUGHTER THANKS HEHEHEHEHE!

WANGWEI! 谢谢你教我这么多! POST PROCESSING AND DURING SHOOT;D;D

HUICHING! 谢谢你教我这么多也是! NOT JUST CORRECTING MY MISTAKES AND GIVING ME ADVICES ABOUT HOW I CAN ADVANCE IN PHOTOGRAPHY BUT ALSO ABOUT LEADERSHIP AND ABOUT LIFE! IT WAS REALLY FUN AND GOOD HAVING YOU AS MY SENIOR!

OUYANG! AIYO DON'T 乱乱RUMOUR我EH! 人家很乖的! BASICALLY YOU GAVE ME ALOT OF STUFFS TO LAUGH ON AND YOU HUHHUH VERY EASY CONFUSE ME ONE! HEHEH ESPECIALLY CHALET WE REALISED WHAT HAPPENED THAT ALLOWED THE GROWTH OF YOU HEHEHE!

JUNZHAN! CHEEZER VERY CUTE RIGHT HEHEHEHE! EEYORE也换造型了!变得更乱了! HEHE I ALWAYS FIND YOU VERY DIFFERENT FROM THE OTHER SENIORS I HAVE I ALSO DON'T WHY BUT THANKS FOR ALL THE STUFF YOU HAVE DONE HEHEHE!
AND GOOD LUCK MANZ! XD
OHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY[read this on 30pls hahaha]

RENYUAN! HEHEHEHE I DON'T WHAT TO SAY LEH OMG HAHAHAHA. BUT THEN AGAIN I M QUITE CURIOUS WHY YOU LOVE SOFT TOYS TOO ANYWAY IT WAS NICE TALKING TO YOU!

SIHUI! HELLO! IT WAS NICE TALKING TO YOU LEH. VERY CUTE! HAHA. BUT JIAYOU KAY I THINK YOU VERY GULLIBLE LIKE JOSCELIN LEH. LOL! OPPS ;X

JOSCELIN! WALAU ALWAYS PANGSEH ME HUHHUH! RAHHHHHH LETS GO OUT PHOTOSHOOT MORE OFTEN SOON KAY OR I GO HAUNT YOU DOWN AT YOUR WORKPLACE LIAO HUHHUH!

KAIWEN! HOWS YOU AND __?! HEHEHEHEHE EH DON'T SO __ LIAO LA. 看开点! I ALSO 看开LIAO! EEYORE VERY CUTE AND AIYO IF YOU STILL SO BUSY CANNOT __ LIAO LA!

ABEL! YOYOYO! HAVEN'T BEEN TALKING TO YOU OMG HAHHA! COME FOR MORE OUTINGS SOON LEH YOU BUSY MAN. NEXT TIME DON'T SO CARELESS LIAO LA HAHAHA. :P!

SZE KIAT! HEY BUSY MAN I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD BUY IT FROM YOU LEH. SCARED TO MAKE A MOVE ALREADY D;! ANYWAY, LAO PEHPEH! :P!

ZIJIE! JEFFREY! HELLO! NEXT TIME LETS MAHJONG THE WHOLE NIGHTTTTT! ;D!

EDNA! HAVE YOU FINISH TORTURING THE WATER BABIES! MUST BE TREATED WITH LOVE, KINDNESS AND CARE HOR! HEHEHE HOPE YOU HAVE ENJOYED YOUR PRESENT!

ALENA! CHIOBU! HAHA YOU ALSO VERY BUSY HUHHUH! HEHEHE WOLF IS A VERY BAD PERSON HUHHUH LIEING WITHOUT ANY ENERGY! *in the midst of brainwashing.lol*

LILIN! HEHEHE! PEOPLE HERE VERY BA GUA ONE HAHA. WORK HARD NEXT YEARRRRRRRRRR!

XIII! WALAU DON'T KNOW HOW LONG DON'T GET TO TALK TO YOU GUYS TOGETHER ALREADY! MISS YOU GUYS REAL REAL REAL MUCH! AHHHH OMG! ESPECIALLY WHEN NOW BIBI & DUMMY GO NS AND RATATA IS STILL STUDYING AND THUM FAMILY DON'T KNOW FLY UNTIL WHERE LIAO I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHEN I CAN TALK TO YOU GUYS ANYMORE. FOR THE FEW YEARS YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN THERE FOR THE MOST FUNNIEST THINGS EVER HAPPEN. HAHAHH FATTY GEGE MISS YOU LA!~♥!~DUMMY MISS YOU LOTS TOOO! D:!

EILEEN JIE! JIEFU! MUAHAHAHAHAHA! HEY YO! JIE THANKS FOR ALWAYS BUYING ME AND TREATING ME EVERYTHING WHEN WE GO OUT! OMG HAHA IT SOUNDS LIKE I'M SO BAD BUT HEHEHE HOPE YOU AND JIEFU TOGETHER FOREVER! WHEN BAI XI JIU MUST NEVER FORGET TO CALL ME KAY! HAHAHA! PS 30TH I DON'T THINK I CAN GO OUT PSPS!

AIKCHONG! AIYO SI BASTARD! DON'T BULLY ME LIAO LAA! MING MING SHOULD BE ME BULLY YOU BUT YOU ALWAYS BULLY ME. BUT HEHEHEHE WORK HARD HORRR! BAD BOY!

LEOLEO! ARGHHHH WHENS THE OUTING YOU MEHMEHPOK HAHAHAHA MISS YOU! COME BACK ALSO NEVER FIND ME HUHHUH~

SLYERKORKOR! KORKOR! YOUR MEIMEI HERE IS DOING FINE :]! STUDY HARD NEXT YEAR KAY AND WE WILL BE TAKING THE 'O' LEVELS TOGETHER! HEHEHE! :D~!

omg i don't know how much more i have to express already. don't be sad if you are not up here. it shows that i'm just tired of typing already!
[[edited]]

LEW HONGYAO! YO HEY THANKS FOR BEING THERE WHEN IM FREAKING BORED AND SMS YOU HUHHUH. AND LETTING ME KNOW MORE ABOUT GOSSIPS !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA.

KOH HUANLIN! HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO! GOOD LUCK MANZ.

one last one!

JOE KAN YIP YUN! JOEK2Y~! HEHEHEHE PAPAPAPAPAPAPAPAPAPAPAPA! YOU HAVE FINALLY FINISHED YOU YEAR END MAJOR EXAM THIS YEAR! AND IT'S MINE NEXT YEAR. ALL THE BEST IN YOUR UNIVERSITY OK DON'T GET BULLY. HEHEH YOU MUST WORK HARD AH GIVE WEEKLY ALLOWANCE TO YOUR NUER HERE! SHES EATING BREAD EVERYDAY FOR BREAKFAST LUNCH DINNER AND IS GETTING SICK OF IT AH! HAHA ANYWAY LOVE YOU AND HOPE LADY LUCK IS WITH YOU TO GET HER HAHAH!
LOVEEEEEEEEE YOU♥♥!!

byebye all!

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!~

the start of ending..

2008-12-28T16:16:00.004+08:00

christmas is over! and soon 2oo9 and take over 2oo8's life alr! OMG D:!
well hello readers tag eh horrrrrrrr or i kill you haha jkjk im kidding. really brain-retarded today don't know why do anything also crazycrazy one 0.0!

--wait..--

ok back to normal already. hello reader hello papa who still owes me one post horhor.

anyway UPDATES!
went out on 19december and realise this person huhhuh pangseh me like siao ahhh and we tried to call him come he basically scamed us even more huhhuh D:!
大骗子! wait till hmmhmm finds out D:!

my cousin Timothy came backkkkkkkk singapore last week and i went out with him on 20dec together with my elder brother and cousin Colin hahahhahahaha and we kinda camwhored alot :D!

we went JP then bugis then sommerset!
it's a happy day filled with fun and laughter. found out how cheeky and lazy[:X] my cousins can be and how funny Colin and his gf can be. HAHAHAHA. PDA :D!

mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and how they force me to wear a dress walau !
luckily i managed to escape! 本小姐就是不爱穿裙mah! D:!

afterthat we went for dinner and my father mass spam me calls-_-! after dinner i headed home while my brother went to play mahjong with my cousins. it turns out that he FINALLY managed to thrash them! LOL. :X!

i went home quickly packed for internal camp and slept already! brought my cheezer & eeyor with me! :D!

[photo is no relation to camp other than it being there and is shot there]
[double-click to see clearer]
internal camp , 21- 24 december.

well, i was there just for 2 purpose.
1, find chopper to chop.
2, shoot the entire event.

ok mama, i failed my first purpose. though i forgave, i promise to revenge. [opps sounding bad D:!]
but i realise, man can never die with just one slash! so i have decided to do something else! :D~

well this camp is the most different one i have ever been to. maybe it's because i'm shooting the event but this is plain different! it is practically filled with lots of FUN + FUN + FUN! amazing~

i have never seen such a high atmosphere at the start of the camp, be it other orientation camps or school camps i have been to. its amazinggggggggg!

but then through this camp i have learnt alot. hehehe huiching JIEJIE taught me alot too. wangwei too :D! not just about photography. me myself have also grown a slight little and gain more experience about working with others. :D!

overall it was fun. but arghhhh xinting wants to know more gossips!D:!

next time next time hohohohohoh :D:D!

well i end this post with wishing everyone
MERRY CHRISTMAS~~~~~

AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!~

*inserts song*

back on business!

2008-12-25T19:59:00.004+08:00

HOHOHO! MERRY CHRISTMAS~! :D!
IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK~!

updates another day sorry!

--back to sleeping with 21hours and counting.....--zzz~

a little rest

2008-12-16T12:24:00.005+08:00

hello readers! im back :D!
haven't been updating my blog for few days because i'm lazy :X! so sorry about that D:!

anyway 2 weeks have just passed with 2 camps, each week.

first up, 2-4december, the NANHUASYMPHONICBAND camp :D!
i tell ya, band camp was fun FUN FUN! :D! no use just saying fun right? but ah well, i don't have photos to prove it to you guys. oh, wait, i DO have. but heck man, no permenant place to put it at D:!

through the camp, i learnt alot, i __ alot, i played alot! and seriously, i really LOVE my dear trumpeters :D:D! our sec3 batch this year is also very funny, being funny in a weird sense. hehehe, it makes me remember what made me love band so much :D

now, the events run-through.
first day: woke up, go school for meeting, fall in in the parade square, go to dorms, go band room, attendance, left for sectionals, games, lunch, combined band practice, games, dinner, night walk, sleep time.

second day:woke up, assemble, morning exercise, breakfast, band combined practice, ROD preparation, ROD, dinner, band combined practice, sleep time.

third day:woke up, assemble, morning exercise, sectionals, drills, lunch, band practice[cancelled due to rain], went back home.

it went somehow like that.. hehehe.

little pointers:
-i slept only 6hours for the whole camp.
-camp photos are available benedict's computer.
-Boon Chang was funny during drills xDxD!
-Huijie very li hai
-trumpet section loves volleyball o.o! especially taoyang and jiaqian
-ROD was kinda screwed
-trumpet got the best section award :D!
[many more hehe.]

oh yeah, 5december, the NANHUASYMPHONICBAND concert [Bella Notte Musical II] :P!

early in the morning, we assembled at band room, had warm ups, then we started to move to NUS for a technical run of the concert. the hall was smaller than nanhua's school hall, and it wasn't really suited for a band concert. Nonetheless, we still used it. next, the VS band came and i tell ya, they are amazing.! [discipline-wise] nanhuaband went for lunch and SLs moved their instruments down from the stage and let the VS band have a technical run-through.

nanhuaband after lunch was at the hall listening to VS and they are really good! :D!
[ok lets just skip the rest of rehearsal and stuff and to the actual thing]
hmm as we didn't use the 'open, close curtain thing' on the stage, the stage was open for all to see. the teachers came up and gave their 'last minute words' before the concert. hmmhmm aww!
soon, it was performance le. i guess it did turn ok for the audience bah. hehe. and its too an experience for each and everyone of us~!
i didnt really think i played quite well because was kinda stressed out:/! but the combined band with VS was good! they are really strong man..but shyshy me didnt really interact with them. haha.LOL.
the concert ended we put back all the stuffs back to the school. whoa. i was carrying..5 mutes?! 1 on each finger~ xDxD!
gone is the last concert i have as a nanhua band member. nxt, i'm going to be in the alumni !

//stopped and continued! went out for outing which is to-be-elaborated-on later.

8december,monday.
i went out with my father and elder brother, small brother and mother went overseas. well, i was very upset with my family then and i was really angry then la. but since my father wants to go out and buy shoes and bags [o.o] i went out. but then again, i didn't get anything i want but instead my brother, which claims that he has nothing to buy bought a jacket and a pair of shoes. oh crap him.
well and he and he's sacastic remarks. make me cry again la! D:! fat jiu fat la. shit you D:!
skipskipskip

night i packed for SYD camp cum chalet !~ :P!

9-12 dec! SYD's chalet cum camp
i met up wih kaiwen first at bukit batok to pei him.HAHAHAHAHA. yupyup. and then we took a little fun shot and i headed to clementi to meet joscelin and wangwei.hehe :P!
we took mrt to pasir ris and met up with jeffrey before going over to the flat rooms to meet huiching and ouyang. lol :P!
checked-in~! rooms are quite ok. quite spacious!

we then went for dinner and met up with sharmaine, renyuan and damien. hehe. went to buy groceries stuffs then went back to the flat. tried out night photography. oh yes, then abel came.
at night, played cards like siao and didn't sleep till 6!

woke up at 8 and was very sleepy. had a flash lesson in the morning and i was about-to-be-knocked-out. i stayed at the flat to sleep while the rest went for lunch afterthat. by then,sharmaine left and kaiwen, sze kiat and zijie came already.

afterthat was food photography lesson by ouyang. hahah. now we know why ouyang is like this.
[oppps:X] had a little shoot session. tried out indoor flash with food photography tgt. haihs, still cant get the flash right D:!
jos left D:! rahhhhhhh

next we tried outdoor flash..quite amazing.hehehehe :D!
learnt quite alot with self-experiment. afterthat went back to have dinner and then had a lesson on photoshop. hehe, many functions elements 5.0 doesn't have ehh! lol. *throws element 5.0 away!*

then, szekiat and kaiwen went off and junzhan came.lol. played mahjong at night till 2 then ouyang took over. xD!

next morning woke at 11am so it wasn't really morning. went for lunch and also went to buy food for steamboat. came back and had photo critique session. next, had steamboat for dinner and then a little photo session from sph photographers to teach us how to handle different situations;D!

ate then rest then went to the playgrounds at pasir park to playyyyyy~! very fun! hahahaa:D:D!

went back and played a gameeeeee which spills secrets. but not much secrets spilled leh! lollol.
slept kinda late and woke up at 8.30am..
pack and check-out then left for homeeeeeeee!
AND I SLEPT~! from 1.30 till 8+? lol pig! D;!~

ok then 13december went out at night for a welcome dinner of my cousin
14december went for piano lessons then headed to my cousin's house to spend a day with my cousin, MAHJONG-ING.lol.

15december
lol went to schoool for stock check and then went out with jie di and their brother.LOL! hehehe i wasn't really late so :D! jie and di later! went to bugis then shopped around. hehe! managed to buy a shirt for cny~! :D!

16december, VS NH sec3 band outing!:D
i woke up late and realise i had so many spam calls! LOL. went to meet them real late..haha and when i reached, we played captain balls. lol. guys are guys. all so crazy! later we took some photos and went to the beach.. wanted to throw people in in the end i got throw in.lol.! but i wanted to throw jiaqian in leh but she wear white mehmeh!

also have something quite ke xi but i shall not say it here.tralalalala! haha.but at least this outing i know afew more VS band boys.haha xD!

17december
went out with alena to fix my camera. that bunny ah! SO BAD! out on mission still dare late.LOL.
met at cityhall then i realise it was still the wrong destination so went to take mrt to tiong before taking taxi over..hehehe. ohh then we went bg and saw jz. hahahahaha alena your darling not there la tell you le.LOL. hehehehe had a fun day~ :D:D:D:D:D!

hahah and today's my rest day so im blogging. hehe. going out tomorrow and sat so..x.x

BYE GUYS MISS ME.lol!

ps: im looking for a female vocalist that looks not bad and sings well for a eng rock band. haihs, if only alena agreed. HAHAHA.lol.
oh yeah, and a guitarist/bassist too..lol.

back!~

2008-12-13T12:23:00.005+08:00

hello im back but im not going to update about my life because i don't think there is much time left for me to use the computer since it is 12.23pm now and my brother is going to wake up soon but i don't know when.and you have just wasted some of your time reading this and you are only realising it now and feeling 'wth' about it now. wheet! [wow]

i just want to say this point which is long and complicated and hard to say. rah!

first. i bloghop alot. hophophop.. and to me, words have feelings too :P! i really like some of the people + the blogs they created. But there's this one particular person + blog which i actually liked before and i don't like it now. no names please.

it was probably because i was dumb to try to befriend __ that i was so ignorant. now that i realise the truth, i hate __ more and more but there was nothing i can do. and then, i often hop to __'s blog and i feel damn 'wtfwth' whenever i read __ blog but i still have the freaking urge to go to __'s blog often, not that __ visits mine often. thats out of the point.

__ blogs in such a way that __ makes me feel so disgusted and faked and that __ should really go die and stop showing off __ friends and __ friends' nicknames __ created for them.

end of story, i dislike __.
[names & gender of the person taken away]
bytheway, i really want to delete away my long list of links and only link those i really want to link, those friend's who aren't fake and close to me.

ok anyway, blogging about 2-5 and 8, 9-12dec soon.!~

papa, your owed post leh? xD

gone

2008-12-01T21:28:00.003+08:00

hello earth and earthlings. i, cheezer:D, is going to be away for afew days for my band camp :P!

and my band concert on 5dec! do come if you are free and sms me before the event to get from me the tickets kay~~

oh yes, my computer is verified virus-filled thus i'm going to send it to repair in school. so i'm not going to be online often anymore=[!

but don't worry, don't miss me! you can sms me :D

oh yes, littleoinkoink! remember what you owe me kay! enjoy your little holiday with your friends and MISS ME :P! yes our friendship is like a circle, no endings, FOREVER! :D

bye people!

do taggggggggggg :D:D

..!

2008-11-28T21:07:00.004+08:00

i have to get over the past. have to get up, have to start moving and start to learn.
and i believe i can!:]
i wouldn't let the past hold me back and miss my present. i got to forget, realise and remember.

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
So treasure every moment you have.You will treasure it even more whenyou can share it with someone special

clarine you zhutou! glad you are ok le~ haha..treasure those around you le kay, so you wouldn't regret.
he would love to see you all cheeeerry and happy!:]

LOVEEEEEEEEE~

and evelyn dear! don't do that to your friends le kay! hehe i did self praise myself. omg im so nice! :X! don't think so unneccessary and be sad over mean people :P!

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours...
If it doesn't then it never was.

this isn't meant for you to be sad about it luhs. But i believe this is true. If it can't even withstand a little challenge, it wouldn't be able to withstand any stronger too.

bytheway, sluts are sluts, bitches are bitches. Just like leopards not able to change their spots, they can't too. i can't believe __ did that on my birthday! hahah!

bytheway, littleoinkoink! did you produce a sibling for me yesterday? YOU BETTER NOT.
tell me about it when you online kay! haha!

CONGRATULATIONS TO KAIWEN!:D TOOOOO.

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gtg already. bytheway, the 'raw' prom night photos are in a CD with mr shawn soo, till monday most probably. will get it back so i can start uploading and sending. meanwhile, the edited ones are with me!:P

Been busy

2008-11-25T23:16:00.011+08:00

few things to update about. prom night. a funny night. bye sec4s omg. may you guys come back to nanhua soooooon! i took photos with really little people.maybe just 6..? clarence; kaiwen; joscelin; abigail; shuyun; mr foo. but sad! i only have one.lol!

bye abigail you meanie.don't bully me liao la! now got taoyang can bully haha! kk luhs byebye faster know the dates for the primary school band camp leh! people very busy de can! LOL.

kk luhs anyway i forgot to mention this i think. i met this little pretty kid 'Angel' at Lilliputt indoor minigolf park and she is OMG PRETTY AND CUTE!:D! i took a photo with her with my phone but there are also afew with bob li, a photographer for the event there too. she is soooo cute, the rest of the kids there are too. but she and her little brother was very outstanding, like omg she's really cute! HAHA.

Angel & I.

there was one more. but i look complete different and more uglier, decided not to post it up, since wasn't really in the mood to photoshop it. argghh all my pimples and fatness.LOL.

oh yes, i went out with jessical today for a photoshoot because i rented D90 + some amazing lens. thumbsup to D90! :D:D! omg the sharpness, the colour! ARGGHHHH going bonkers! haha!
but then again, post processing photos is important too kay. ohhh i borrowed Wangwei's flash for prom night the day before too. haha. pity the flash. omg! pity him even omg! lol.

on that day. D90 + battery + charger + USB cable + 10.5mm f2 [fisheye] + 12-24mm f4 + SB800

happy! :D
haihs, i actually rented 3, with 85mm f1.4 to the family, but it was spoilt. ah wells ._.!

kay luhs. and i hereby emphasize this thing :I HATE LAST MINUTE SUBMITTING OF PHOTOS. benedict, you might be the BM, someone i respect, but you must also understand that it is NOT compulsory that i give you the photos i have in hand as i'm the one who shot it and the copyrights are with me. i may be a band member and is obliged to help the band, but this kind of things happened dunno how many times and i told you a lot of times i hate doing this.

and i bet you didn't understand why i called you and then hung up on you right? you probably think because you gave me a more lenient time so i was ok with it thus i hung up right?
sorry no. the reason i called you is because i wanted to settle it on the spot and i want you to realise that 'the photographer me is not under your control' and if you do 'want me to pass you photos, DO give me time allowance'. it may sound reasonable for you to hand it up early. but i myself have my whole schedule for days and i wouldn't have expected such things to 'pop up' and 'run' so quickly. PLUS, i only see any other band member the next band practice.
but then again, i apologise if i have offended you during the phone call, or on the blog.
but it kinda affected my moods and i was shooting the night out with prom night. *pesterspesters*

bytheway, as i had said, my tablet PC is filled with viruses, so i'm transfering all my stuff out of the tablet PC. so if i didn't attend to your request on the immediate, i'm very sorry too. In a way, i also have my limited extra space to place my photos so its at every place of my brother's computers but not in my tablet PC.lol.

lastly, prom night photos taken by Kaiwen is up on Nanhua's flickr account. Do go take a look, and ignore the first shot you see ._.!

psps: a pro playing basketball. basically i believe that basketball dunk game was meant for big, tall, and very tall people to play. people like me will die there. and below, is an example to 'showcase' my point:D

unfair right?! haha anyway. nitex people!

5dec band concert!!

another today

2008-11-24T01:37:00.004+08:00

i just finished my cultural potpurri post! whoohooo! long ehhh! and arghhh joan still has my photos. hahahah!

ok anyway i went out with bunny & mrkoh today. thanks ahh, for pei-ing me :D:D!
went out at 2 back at 7..hah. late ehh? i wasn't tired when we were walking, just that i kept complaining my aching leg, and then i slept like some sleepy person who didn't sleep for 5days alr luhs! LOL.

and hy ah so late! hahahahah. lol. in the end i left before you even came la.

oh yes, WE DIDNT TAKE A GROUP PHOTO:[ HAIHSSS.. next time hehehe.! :D:D

bytheway, it seems like many people went bugis today, but i didn't see anyone.LOL.!

kk luhs also nothing much. hmmhmm.. read up the post on alena's blogggggggggggg!

cultural potpurri 'o8

2008-11-23T21:58:00.021+08:00

hello! im back! sorry that this post was posted so late. busy.. and my com CRASHED! omg right? hehehe. gonna bring it to the TA soon D:!
right o~ lets get startedd with the cultural potpurri post, as promised. bytheway, please pardon me if there are any typo errors, the screen of the computer i'm using now is kinda spoit. lol..

ok anyway! early in the morning, IT RAINED! D: ,so, my father fetched me to school at 6.30 then brought my brother to school. ~~SEE, I TOLD YOU U CAN DO IT.~~ ahh, reaching school, i went straight to canteen and was surprised to say... NOBODY SIA D: except NCC people.! lol.

next 6.50, went up band room with huijie and zoelyn and waited for band room to open. set up next. haha. and some people got drenched. so kelian luhs! lol.

brought instruments down, with jiaqian's and daryl's bag to bring our personal stuffs. fall in for further instructions blahblahblahblah. no elaboration here.
ps: something ruined the day in the morning la.

headed for UCC. but i think the bus driver quite retarded eh. UCC so near go one whole round o.o! reached, fall in again._.

went for dressing room. so sad! boys and girls. no bonding for section alr le lor! D:

so 1 for girls 1 for guys. then chatted with trumpeters, namely kathryn & jiaqian & pearlie & yanting & huishi. and then practiced for awhile. i dont know why, but we were supposed to have our first rehearsal alr, but it was a long wait until we had our first rehearsal, and somemore band was the opening act.

and before going down, camwhored :D

jiaqian & me! trumpeters!♥

zilian in toilet.hahahahah!

kimberly [if you want remove will remove kay. haha]

huishi & me! 2nd trumpets!♥

SL & ASL! trumpeters!♥

sec3 girl trumpeters! ♥!

went down for technical rehearsal..tsktsk, don't need stands as stands are provided! :D! cool stands!
and the AV crew and backstage teachers attended to us. heheheh! __ very goodlooking! and __ very cute and funny! :D ok bytheway, i did ':D' to mrchan and at the same time, he did it back to me too! hahah! did a technical runthrough, nothing much. hmmhmm and UCC is indeed very big!

after the technical run went back to the dressing room, and practice again. and of course, i did camwhore. it was a long wait till break and till the finale technical run for the sec3s.

girl's bags stacked at a corner of the dressing room.

lol..

was being randomD:

hard at practice.

saxophone section.

Joy & Donna.

next sec3s head down to have the technical run for the finale.

failed attempt of me by laoda. haha.

cheezer! see my face turning smaller. lol. physics. light of reflection

gangster.

backstage waiting for finale.

haha. 3o8 3o9 310!

ADM!

gangster

felicia & xinting

gangster. told ya. hahahahaha!

lastly, the spastic face!

:D:D

after that, break for lunch, practice again,had a full dress technical run..the technical run was bad.. then we had our own band practice at ampithreatre. mr tan is right. we know our parts. we follow him, not he follow us! we can do it. and we did it! :D:D!

ok..then rest awhile then had full dress finale technical rehearsal..then went for break.. camwhored again!

hehe! :D:D trumpeters!♥

at the corridor of our dressing room.

me & felicia

me and daryl! haha! :D

DM + DM. haha!

wanling!

daryl!

pearlie!♥

taoyang♥! :D:D

dinner was next!

taoyang! very cute right! :D:D!

laopa & nuer!♥ [hey come msn find me i give you the photos. haha]

headed back to dressing room. prepared and went down to do warm ups. everyone was nervous, everyone was tense. it was a very scary atmosphere, everyone was afraid.

warmups. just from the sound, can hear that my very own trumpet section was afraid. D:!
a little break was given.. went to talk to qiulaoshi, and take photo! :D
it kinda eased my tension.

qiulaoshi ; cheezer ; jiaqian!♥

i told myself 'i can do it, my trumpet section do it. the band can do it! yes we can! we are the nhsb and we rock!!'

performance over. i think i did ok. but, at least, i finished it. i know i tried and i'm glad i tried and did not sucrumb to fear!:D
sec1s & 2s gotta go back to nanhua D: D:! left sec3s for finale..awwaww!

bytheway, daryl turned shorter! :P!

seeeeee~ :]!

while waiting, we camwhored, went out for interval and camwhored even more! saw manymanymany people! :D:D! gary; xiaoyi; mok, angella; shimin; dacia; liqiang; teeyien; xiangzhi..manymany more! :]

photos:D!

♥

♥

♥

teeyien! [credits to kaiwen]

trumpeters! :D! [credits to kaiwen]

miss Sathi!

♥

♥

♥

♥

verawong!:D:D!♥

huanlin & hongyao. look carefully at the photo! hhahah!
lastly... drumrolls...

happy birthday nick! :D:D! sorry so belated huhhhuh. haha. know you since sec1 eh! hope lady luck is with you in whatever you do! :D!
[credits to kaiwen!]

ok the cultural potpurri post is done :D:D! hehe! tomorrow is prom night! wheetwheet! :D:D

psps: the photos are not to be taken without permission. ALL are copyrighted. you might want to go kaiwen's flickr or NHSB's blog or joan's blog for more photos. haha

:]

2008-11-21T01:15:00.009+08:00

[paiseh this was supposed to be the cultural potpurri update, but i suddenly wanted to type these things out huhhuh. plus, i don't have all the photos yet! left some with some people :P hehe.]

anyway, please people, never 'judge a book by its cover'! a decent looking man can lie and do things a non-decent looking man can do too! let alone a decent-looking guy you met only ONLINE. thats even worse! well, and a guy you think is very bad might not turn out to be that bad a person!

however, first impression must be good. i mean, you can't blame me if i think that you are a mean person if the first time i met you and you are whacking you dog..?! [etcetc] obviously, i would feel that you are very mean. heheh:P

but first impression is not everything. first impression gives you an idea of the person, be it good or bad. take the previous example for example. the first impression of the person might be mean, but if you are willing to make friends with her, you would find the different things of her and at that time, she might be whacking her dog because it was naughty!

ok, enough of that! hope you guys got the meaning :D!

lets talk about myself then now.[haha thats because its 1.28am and i cant get to sleep :X]

i realise, i'm a very sensitive person. mark my words, remember that. you guys might not know it, the slightest little joke can hurt me badly. i personally feel that that's because i'm really.....
coward? hmmm, low self-esteem bahs. your slightest face expression could have given me a big blow too. D:

i also do take people's casual words for real, aka gullible, even though they might be sacastic. like they might just say i'm stupid, i will just think that i'm stupid=[. stupid manz. LOL.

and hmmm, i very zhong4 gan3 qing2. i dunno why, i have a very good memory, and i remember lots of things. it was good for memorising subjects, but bad for bad memorys (lol).
i seem to be unable to forget things. like, i can remember things that happen in primary one still luhs! omg! maybe thats the reason why i reflect alot, i see my past, and i grow too.

i also very ji4 chou2. i'm not a good person for you to attack on, even though you can hurt me easily. but trust me, if you did something that make me angry, i will hate you, i swear i will show it to your face, or take my revenge. it happened many times, especially the first that i said, since the latter would normally get me into some shit because the person would probably start a war afterthat.

i'm also, in a sense, selfish. i mean, it's in the heart of a normal person. they keep their precious things close to them, unless it's a close friend they can trust, if not they wouldn't share. let's say, for example, if a random schoolmate of mine were to suddenly chat with me on msn, and 5minutes later, wants to borrow my DSLR, obviously i would say no. sorry to say, my DSLR is very precious unless you can show me that i can trust you wouldn't spoil it, the answer will be a N-O.

alright, that's all i want to share for today. it's 1.47am now. cheezer needs to wake up latest by 8am to be punctual for her stuffs! :X

ps: stuff mention about are all cheezer's feelings and thoughts. don't bother trying to think that i'm targeting anyone in particular. and read the rules before you try to complain or what. it's my blog, my venting machine :D

bytheway, it's 7 days to 29november! looking very forward to it:D
littleoinkoink♥~

aiya heck. i better not break my promise. the next post MUST be the cultural pot update. gonna rush the person for photos liao hehe!:D

one year anniversary! :D

2008-11-20T16:26:00.006+08:00

:D:D bet you guys out there miss my blog posts right?! (crap so byl) anyway TAGGGGG!
:D

remembered i told you guys that i'm gonna tell you all what the one year anniversary is about?

guess what! i'm gonna reveal what the one year anniversary is all about! hahahahahhaha. but nobody tried guessing mehmehpok wth! D: HAHAHAHAHA. whatever!
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MY OLYMPUS E510! lol-_-.

[ do not kope the photo. its taken by a flickr user by the name of 柔瀧(Zousun) . do credit if used:D ]

retarded right? hehehe. well it is just to make my blog more interesting kay. not my fault! :P!
well but i'm very happy i got this little camera because it got me more exposed to different kind of stuffs. stuffs i never knew before and stuffs i never thought i would ever get to shoot before.

well its a wonder that in one year i covered so many things with it, now, i either got to delete it from my computer, burn them into CDs, or buy a external harddisk to fill it all in. aww!

its been a greeaatttt buddy, with me through wealth or woe, but im sad to say, CRAP I NEED TO BRING IT TO 'HOSPITAL' TO FIX IT. sad manz. the special dust remover thing of its stopped. instead, when i off it, the focus thingy moves. scary 0.0

hehe and i guess im really changing to nikon.. aww! byeee buddy, gonna miss you.

wait, i don't have time. SHIIIIIIIIT.

ps: cultural potpurri photos and update on the next post. i haven't got all the photos thus i haven't post it. hehehee. up sooooooon! :D

:D

2008-11-17T20:48:00.004+08:00

WHEETWHEET. jiayou tomorrow, nhsb! lets make ourselves proud! lets show others what we can do! lets give our best shot! JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! :D!

trumpeters! DON'T BE SCARED. WE HAVE DONE IT ONCE, TWICE AND WE ARE GOING TO DO IT AGAIN. BE CONFIDENT WE ALL KNOW WE CAN. JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU! LOVE♥♥ YOU ALL! :D:D! WE ARE GONNA MAKE OURSELVES PROUD, WE ARE NOT GOING TO LET MR TAN DOWN, WE ARE GOING TO GIVE IT OUR BEST SHOT!

nothing much. jiayou littleoinkoink too! you can do it! i believe in you. ace it tmr^^!

//edited xD

i always don't know why i forgot to write down everything i wanted to remember. probably because i have stm. HAHHAA. kk anyway
1YEAR ANNIVERSARY!:D
try guessing what it's for :P! hehehe!
[to be revealed on the next post! check here for more updates :P]

...life is unfair

2008-11-16T19:13:00.004+08:00

littleoinkoink i miss you badly D:
helpppppppppppp. jiayou for your spm.

today, i cried again, because of their nice insults :/
i should be happy, since i get a full family, and i have my own room, my own friends. but no, im not.

sorry to say, IM A SENSITIVE HUMAN. stop killing my esteem with your insults just because you think you are superior to me when u are not, shit.

if it was my fault, i would have it coming and would have prepared for it, because i knew i started the blow and i had to bear the consequences.
but YOU? was it my fault that you are my brother?
if yes, SORRY THEN. i have enough of your nonsense. forget it. i'm not your sister then, u outsider.

i need to put my trust somewhere, i need to pick myself up, i need to start going on, i need to get my life back.

i hope 29 november is here sooooon:[
♥littleoinkoink.

psps: sorry these few day's post are so personal. i wanted to vent it out.. thanks jiaqian. i love you! and kat toooo.

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2008-11-15T22:05:00.008+08:00

example one:
'18 how?'
'what? go yourself la.'
'but i need to reach school by 6.45 leh. still need to take the trumpet + full uniform leh.'
'so what? take bus yourself la.'
'but he 8 leh.'
'so? take bus yourself. i must fetch him to make sure he is not late'
'aiya i take taxi.'
'go take bus.'

_!_ i don't really care if you understand this post or not. but WTF manz. so what if my brother takes A levels? SO?!
i don't remember you being so helpful anytime when i had my exams.
example two:
'eh ming tian xinting got piano exam leh'
'huh, got meh?'
'you. ming tian you mei you dai ta'
'zi ji que la'

very angry. even if you can't fetch me, with so many things. don't even expect me to take a bus to school like that. and bytheway, its 6.45am in the morning. you could have dropped me in school at 6.30 or so, reaching home at 6.50am LATEST, and leave house again at 7.15am to fetch him right?

but OH NO YOU CANT. I FORGOT YOU ARE BIASED. GUYS ARE BETTER THAN GIRLS, NATURALLY. GIRLS FAIL MAJOR EXAMS WOULDN'T DIE ANYWAY. BUT GUYS WILL, ESPECIALLY PIG WHO SLEEPS AT 3 AND WAKES AT 2PM, AND MOST PROBABLY FLUNK ALL HIS PAPERS BECAUSE HE THINKS HE DOESN'T NEED TO STUDY FOR IT.

very angry very angry. need to chill need to chill.

and for the last time, i don't have a boyfriend. stop making stupid guesses just because i wasn't in time for dinner for a day. DAMN YOU. i have my life which i know when to start and when to stop. and don't be STUPID. no photos allowed with guys inside? no projects with guys inside? FK. school guys all die isit?! stop telling me to 自爱. i don't lust after sex. UNLIKE HIM.

and you think you and your sons have a GREAT sense of humour? giving me all the names because i'm fat?! IM FAT. FINE. GET OVER AND DONE WITH IT. STOP GIVING ME ALL THE STUPID NAMES ALREADY. YOU THINK I AM A WOMAN OF STEEL ISIT? ALL THESE DOESN'T HURT RIGHT?
OH DANG, IM NOT-_-

and need me to tell you? I HATE PEOPLE TO FORCE ME TO DO THINGS. i CAN put my commitments into priorities and i do NOT need you to tell me studies are important. I KNOW THAT MYSELF. but sometimes, i want to stop and rest.

i like playing the piano. BUT I CAN'T PLAY THE PIANO IN THE MORNING LEST IT WOKE UP BIG BROTHER, I DON'T LIKE TO PLAY IT IN SCHOOL. I CAN'T PLAY IT IN THE AFTERNOON WHEN I'M AT HOME LEST I AFFECT SMALL BROTHER PLAYING THE COMPUTER. I CAN'T PLAY THE COMPUTER WHEN I REACH HOME BECAUSE I NEED TO BATH/ EAT. I CAN'T PLAY THE PIANO WHEN YOU ARE WATCHING THE TV. I CAN'T PAY THE PIANO AT NIGHT LEST IT AFFECT THE NEIGHBOUR'S SLEEPING TIME.

when the HELL can i play the piano then?!

i dislike doing theory. but you think it is better if i took up theory. i dislike going for tuitions every week. you threaten to stop me from going for piano lessons nor band if i didn't.
i like going out with my friends or shoot. you told mother to stop me from going out.

AND I SWEAR, I'M NOT GOING TO STAY AT HOME 24/7 FOR THE HOLIDAYS TO SEE YOUR FACE/HIS FACE OR THE WALLS OF MY ROOM.

don't ask me why i like to go out with friends more than staying home with family. you think?
//edited
enclose my heart, never to ever care again. I HATE THIS.

ok xinting chill..chill..
i need to get myself up, badly. i hate this, i really do. i want to become stronger, stop weakening me. and i hope you come up to your senses soon. you, you and you.

jus keep trying, get going:/

---emoing---

sidetrack: thanks chong + godfather for the treat today, and chong especially pei-ing me walking around cityhall.

confused

2008-11-13T22:49:00.003+08:00

somehow, it got me so confused. what a world, what a nanhua man. tsktsk.
wow reality check. im still here, being the mean one, the stupid one, the low self-esteem one.

真真假假傻傻分不清楚
what a stupid woman i am:/

well so FINE. i was dumb, to not realise how hypocritical people are. guess i can't really trust 那种人. different attitude towards different people. you do know my personality, don't you?

so surprising that you can know this person for few years, yet don't understand the person a single thing. still my old words, 'people change', for the good, for the bad; for power or become stronger.

haihs. sighs, what a bad reality. PAPA I DON'T WANNA FACE THE REALITY ANYMORE :/

hehe anyway, today there was school and boo! it rained just when i was going out of the house. and i got drenched, with the trumpet D:!
skipskipskipskipskiP!

so you might think my shoe is very wet. but, HEHEHEHE, i dried it in the toilet with the hand-dryer. hehehe! so it was dry when i went home :D!

then there was band. hehe! trumpets! not bad :D! but i think you guys need to play on time. soundwise, what i heard was not bad.
and as an overall band, just with the sec1s and 2s, i think it was good. at least i enjoyed it :D!

but discipline wise, sad. band members, if you see this, please have some self- control in yourselves.
basic band rules, please obey kay:] i myself hate scolding and aint good at expressing myself. but if there is really a need to, i would implement harsh punishment on the band after every practice already. we need to show others that we are proud of ourselves! the band! JIAYOU!

ok anyway wanted to suan benedict. HAIHYA BENEDICT. TSKTSK! ok la rest well u BM! rest welll! nothing much to suan today.
HAHAH ICELEMONTEA :D
zoelyn's overseas sia.hahaha

hard at work!

2008-11-12T23:40:00.007+08:00

hellohello! i forgot to mention this the day before yesterday, but, it was raining heavily! i went out twice, and it was rainning all the way straight! :/

hates rain! make me fall easily. but guess what?! IT RAIN AGAIN TODAY-_-!

haih makes me dont wanna come out of house. haihs! but still, im going out often! :P! hehehe!

well today i went out,too! but not to shop, i practiced my trumpet! :D:D! at vera's condo's function room. hehehe! i don't know how productive it is for others, but i think i at least managed to get my running notes for currents correctly and play it in time! :D [though the time was slower i guess]

but in the end, what's practice without a little fun! so after few long hours of practicing, vera got out her cards and lynn, aaron, vera and me played a round of bridge which lasted for 20mins! 4SPADES and lynn & i still won! :D~

we then played murderer with the rest while yingjie and jiayi continued practising! hehee. :D!

overall was fun but haihs, forgot to throw benedict into the pool before bidding him off. HAHAHA

lol :D

we packed up at 4.30 and LOL. took group shots :D! [w/o benedict though haha]

group shot one:D

group shot two:D

ps: white balance is wrong and the second photo is blur by the way.

back in business!

2008-11-11T20:41:00.004+08:00

hello people! i changed my skin! and i find it niceeee heheh :D!

oh yes, i got lots of help from buddy bunny though! :X, cause im a noob in HTML!
hehehehehe so XIEXIE BUNNNY!:D:D:D!
aiyo but dun trust HL so much laaaaaaaaaaa! makes me find it so shocking that HL can have a friend that trust him so much 0.0!

nothing much to say today. but HAHAHAHAHA SAD FOR REMEDIAL TODAY ONLY HALF THE CLASS ATTENDED LIKE LOL!

and after school i went to causeway point to buy piano book and eat lunch, plus i watched a movie and gossiped. wow! haha!
saw xiaoyi working part time today. sure hope he will do well in his future. Afterall, i really look-up to him for his intelligence!

ohyes! SPM STUDENTS! jiayoujiayoujiayou! its your first paper today and i hope you guys have done it well! you guys studied till so hard so don't let stress overtake you at the last point and cause you guys to suffer!
JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ALL THE WAY!:D:D! ❤!

and papa! you must really relax kay! you yourself know that you can achieve your dreams and i really hope you can do it! hehe!
❤LITTLEOINKOINK :D

thats all folks! right now. PRACTICE, PRACTICE, PRACTICE! for band!

changed my picture

2008-11-10T00:42:00.004+08:00

//[edited]

hello people! ~~didnt change my skin mindyou, i changed my pic!~~changed both skin and pic:P comments pls:D first ever compiled picture i did with lots of editing!

ps: comment wat u really think hehe. be it bad or nice, then the nxt will be even better!

having a chat with jiaqian now, about band.. kinda sad, heart-to-heart but ya its better this way..
its all the different kinds of memories that shake my decision, that change my thinking, that keeps me moving.

nothing much to add on! byee readers, my life is plain boring these few days D:!

QUOTE: "life is a miracle, not a 100m race."
jus keep trying, just keep going, its a little while more..

halfayearmore:/

psps: littleoinkoink! its just alittle more to your exam! PERSERVERE! I BELIEVE IN U!
LOVES LITTLEOINKOINK ALOT :D
its in your favourite colour, all for you to do well! you can do it!

and if you are wondering why it seems so emo and different from the past. well, IDONTCARE:D
im thinking more and reflecting more and seeing things in more perspective, but at the same time i dislike bearing with emotions i dont like which results in making me feel sad.

and emo = a time for reflecting upon my own actions.

BYEBYE BLOG. GONNA GET BUSY.

♥

2008-11-08T21:54:00.002+08:00

hellohellohello! [cheezer, vera, donna, benedict, huanyuan] lacking of huijie and zoelyn

hehehehe had a GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT TIME AT PASSING PARADE TODAY :D
and it was great! hehehe

and i didnt go for theory lessons. LOL. xDxD!

anyway all in all it was fun! hehe! CACTUS! lol! and benedict and donna so high they treat us to dinner 0.0!

ps: benedict good looking meh 0.0! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

big yayyay!

2008-11-06T23:09:00.002+08:00

hehe been actively blogging. haha tats CONGRATULATIONS TO WHOEVER COMING TO MY BLOG OFTEN.teeheeh!

btw, ADVERTISMENT: nanhuahighsch is organizing a yearly cultural poppuri for our sch performing arts club: band, harp, choir, Chinese Orchestra, dance etcetc! the venue is at The University Cultural Centre, the tics are sold at $18 and $10 and the time is 7.30 [most prob] on 18nov,tuesday. if interested can buy ticks from me. thks!

hehe do come yay cuz band is opening act~ yay~! :D!

yupp and here today to just be thankful for little oinkoink for making me happy often and being my 诉苦者!

jiayou little oinkoink for SPM! do hope the wish come true! LOVE YOU DAO SIAO! hahahah!
of course, bibi, mr fatty gege and dummy! though u guys dont really come my blog but jiayou for SPM too kay! HEHEHEHEH!

LESS THAN 3 littleoinkoink!
LESS THAN 3 littleoinkoink!
LESS THAN 3 littleoinkoink!

psps: littleoinkoink isnt my bf so dun wonder so much

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FOOLS.!

FINALLY!

2008-11-05T20:31:00.003+08:00

hehe hoho mehmeh walau
HAHAHA NEVER GOT TO SHOOT THE SHOT I WANTED. AHS SUAN LE.hahah!
大发现大发现!:D:D!
heheeeeeeeeee!:P!

anyway no photos for this i guess D:! LALALALA ITS A HAPPY DAY CUZ O LVL FOR CHINESE IS FINALLY OVER BUT WALAU I LOST 2.5MARKS ALR?! mehmehmeh! WATEVER!
*pouts*!
D:!

andandandandand YAY SOMEHOW I FEEL SO FREE WITH NO MORE EXAMS LEFT:D!

but, gotta face back to reality

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT. [jus to lengthen the post] gonna be bz :D :P! HAHAHAHAHAH

hehehehe EVERYONE SEEMS TO BE ALL IN A HAPPY MOOD! WHOOOOOOOT~

the night

2008-11-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

what a bad night!

4 vomits, down the row D:!

HELLO VERA MDM IM BACK LA HEHE NOW UPDATING!

2008-11-03T17:00:00.006+08:00

HELLO! mehmehmehmehmehmehmehmehmehmehmehmehmehmehmehmehmehmeh!
nothing much to update leh :P :P!
hmmhmm wanna change style of updating like adding photos! hehehe:D

a little smile from eeyore means a pleasant day today!

HEHEHEHE MY PRETTY DARLING EEYOR IS SLEEPING ON MY BED HEHEHE!
wat a beauty rite! :D:D!

but then again, its O lvl chinese in just afew days! 2 days, to be exact.. with the cultural popurri and the band camp cum concert coming on, the stress is really coming up D:!

lets all JIAYOU AND REMEMBER THAT WE HAV OUR BELOVED DARLING FRIENDS AND JUNIORS AND SENIORS WITH US THOUGH :D
JIAYOU 310! JIAYOU BAND! JIAYOU TRUMPETERS! FOR THE WIN!:D

loves the trumpeters! JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU :D
JIAQIAN KATHRYN JENNIFER GUEKLENG PEARLIE YANTING HUISHI TAOYANG JUSTIN WEISIANG :D

but i really hav nothing much to update on.hehe.
been studying much and not really going out i guess.but hehe thurs i went out fri i studyed for theory exam
sat was theory exam and i saw lik, timothy, huijie and charmaine and sufen! LOL.
timothy was such a pro la huhhuhs. and during the exam i sat beside huijie lik LOL and i had a hard time trying to find my seat LOLLOLLOL!

anyway sun was another slack day as i tried to do chinese stuffs but no mood too. LOL :D

today i woke up damm late then rushed to piano and im back here blogging alr laaaa. hehe gonna do chinese ltr again!:D

stupid me

2008-10-30T00:03:00.002+08:00

如果今天是你的最后一天,你会做什么?
if it was me, i would just spend my day thinking bout my wonderful memories in the grass patch in hillview.

its really depressing to keep finding out how useless im. i noe quitting isnt the way, but persevering.. :[

thinkthinkthink:[ why m i getting these kind of thoughts only now. stupid me :[
至少你懂得伤心,悲哀. 我宁愿是个没钱有感情的人, 也不想做个无情的有钱人.

有快乐就有悲哀, 我不该这么沉迷往事.应该珍惜现在.

the world doesnt revolve around you..

people with low self-esteem should be borned dead. pressurising:[
that solemn day. me living or dieing depends on that.

ending off: 忙. :[

what a day!

2008-10-28T19:54:00.002+08:00

im back again. and jus wanna say emo's the word D:!

rahhhhhh ____ ruined my entire mood & haihssssss!:[!
anyway i reached school earlyearly today and spent some self-time reflecting, thinking and doing theory [random-_-]
ohs and i DIDNT finish a set of paper even! haha but nevermind :], exam hav 3 hours to do..cfm enuff:]!

i headed for chinese remedial but before that i was at the band room and quite disappointing that even at 8, i still dun see manymany band members leh.. D:!
punctuality not good D:!

headed to bukitbatok macs with engjue laoda & isabelle and we camped like 3hours++ :D
crapped super lot lahs..hehe xP! AND ENGJUE & ISABELLE PRAISED THAT IM FRIENDLY:D

im seriously draining myself from ___.. so many things..so stressful. and i hate you :/
juggling my stuffs to improve myself D:

haha..wanna make a video to compile all the stuffs i went thru this year as well as for the class.but ahh well, my computer might not be able to support it and die. well D:!

byebyeeeeeeeee! do tag! and i wanna disable right clicking/ ctrl-A / your whole right click. xD

lazy but scary

2008-10-27T19:44:00.003+08:00

note: VERAWONGWEIYI AFTER YOU SEE THIS, PLS DO SMTH TO UR BLOG LEH! REVIVE IT! MAYBE YOU UPDATED SOMETHING BEFORE I PUBLISH THIS, BUT MEHMEH DROP A POST LAH!

kk this few days aint anything much. but ratio of me being home than outside is 1:3 xD

recap:: friday went out early in the morning, reaching chinese garden for a jamming session! well, not that it was me who intended to jam, but more of ben, pingwoo & gary. vera came along too :D
but we ARE funny people! we went all round chinese garden but we jus couldnt find the shop ._.!
and went we found the shop, it was closed and we couldnt get in ._.! haha. and there were many funny things tat happened tooo!
in the end, we abandoned going to jam and we went to jurong point to have lunch! but poor gary didnt join us as he went to find hes rachel xP!chatted bout manymany stuffs :P:P!

afterthat ben & pw went off, vera & i went round looking for stuffs. window-shoppingggggg!
btw, WHO HAS $1988~~~~~~!GIV MEEEEE! ._.!
then awhile more, i went home & vera went for her majors meeting..!

nxt, i slept 3 hours straight.. then i hurriedly woke up to prepare for my theory lessons and went off again. LOL. [what a pig._.]

sat: early in the morning i woke up and met kaiwen at bukit batok mrt before cabbing down to the east.. had a brandnew kind of photoshoot experience which i really find it COOL :D!
hehheh! i love the kind of atmosphere we had today, which was very different and i got to meet lots of new ppl, and not only tat, THEY ARE ALL DAMM PRETTY & SHUAI CAN! :D:D!
it was a very wonderful experience and yay kw praised me for good shots! :D hehe!
the whole shoot last till 3+ and if im not wrong i remembered hearing that kw's coming down for a continuation. if i didnt stone, i might be able to confirm it le. haihs! *blames the stone self.LOL.*
hehe but still hopes to go for it again! :D

then i headed home feeling sleepy xP! and after dinner, i slept from 8pm ALL THE WAY till the nxt morning 9!
PIG EH? my bro said that to me too-_-!

sun:: spent my afternoon and morning slacking around.. and nearly fell asleep again! [pig-_-]
in the evening, my whole family headed to hillview regency for a party with my relatives, and we stayed there till 9 before going railway mail for supper :P! i reached back home at 11pm and was charging my phone.. didnt wan to fall asleep and was waiting for a sms.. but in the end, i fell asleep AGAIN and my phone overcharged-_-! haihs._.!

mon::today was even worse! i was feeling lazy and i didnt study at all la walau :[! slacked aroundddddd..reading comic books and surfing one.manga.com.. then in the evening headed out to meet kw and we did dangerous stunts! ._.!
so scaryyyyyyyyy! D:!

haha in all it was fun. but NEVER and i gonna pull such stunts le D:!

ok reply tags, such a random thing :P!
weisiang: dont lame la.. edited it off alr..
nukun: haha i oso dun dare.. i saw ur results le. remember i told you i noe urs le? but haihsss dunno wat to do sia. pathetic me D:!

k2y!: mehmeh little oinkoink sorry eh! made you wait the whole sat nite for nothing..
got study mah? wish you did! LESS THAN 3 YOU KAY! the oinkoink nuer here gets jealous easily de la!

byebye :]

last day of school :D D:

2008-10-23T19:45:00.004+08:00

having mixed feelings lah D:! last day of school..
but walau still havta go back to school so many times for remedials.! D:!

updates for these 2 days: hmmhmm..
wednesday, 22 oct
nothing much happened..?

oh.. early in the morning 2hours straight of chinese ._.! BIG KILLER SIA D:
did paper 1..apparently it was supposed to be easier than higher chinese, but it appears to me that it is equally difficult and i seriously dont know how to write it la D:!
zhong mama then gave us the chinese paper 2 to do.. didnt do ._.! tired yesterday.. had piano lessons tooooooooo.

nxt was maths..i listened kay.. binomials._.! such a tidious topic! ha! but i guess it was ok..

afterschool, went westmall with verawongweiyi! ate subway. haha and chatted alot :D!
根本就是 literally 在谈天说地 :P! hmm then we walked around TRYING to buy zeqin's present which she failed, and made a fool of ourselves in some of the shops.LOLLOLLOL :P!

went home soon and prepared for piano lessons la. being a sleepy pig like me, i slept-_-. damn tired after that.. sleep all the wayyyyyyyyyyyy! SLEEP FTW!

hmm.. today,thurs 23oct
also nothing much.. but its a special day cuz its the last day of school and its an e-m-o day :[
early in the morning, me ben & yvonne helped mrs lee file in the report slips.. saw manymany results :P! hehe ms saw also gave me a cute little carebear!

nxt, we headed to the auditorium for a dialogue session with mr foo.. was a long session, and a bad emo one :[! shall not elaborate on that.. jus disappointing.. hehheh but smth funny happened then. mr ng took my little bearbear and squeezed it D:! hehheh but he gave it back in the end. haha quite funny ah._.

nxt was chinese lessons again & the SEM survey. seriously, the survey was freaking short and 1 of the surveys was only 3 questions long. funny ah ._.!

hmm after recess was maths and lesson with class teachers. haih.. disappointed that ms sathi did not turn up in our class.. our last lesson for the year leh D:

and i seriously pity mrs lee. shes a veryvery nice and friendly teacher. she might be sacastic, but still, she meant the best for our class la :[ if we hadnt gl her during the start of the year as what some of the guys did, we might have been better in our results. shit. why m i waking up like this only after the eoy D:

and then we got to knew some bad news.. and got back our results..
DISAPPOINTING! D:

so im like kinda sad-face-to-the-max. try cheering me up some other day bahs. let me be alone ._.

MUG HARD HOR!:D

2008-10-21T19:37:00.004+08:00

BUDDY BUNNY! MUG HARD MUG HARD! 3 MORE PAPERS TO GOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
dun nid jealous of my laopo de lah! hahahahah xDxD!! BUNNY CHEEZER WAITING FOR U TO BE FREE AH! :D!

kk anyway! 大家别来无恙, 你们好吗? having my GCE O level's in 14days! VERY SCARED!D:

had my bio spa today then the physics students had their spa after recess too! no comments luhs! but aiyo clarine and belinda whole day DBSK until i really sian le lor ._.! dun until lik tat case leh D:!

hmms anyway today after school was fun! chong treated me to lunch with 5 other friends of hes, mainly Desmond, Visha, Suchin, and ........[dk how spell]
kk anyway its really nice experience and they are really a fun gang manz! went 日本村 at jurong west stadium. and went up 6th floor playing ice and freeze. hmm then we went Visha's house and we got introduced to this movie where Visha loved the actor! haha! shes such a friendly girl! :D
nxt me and chong played stress and i PWNED him! :D:D! then we played uno stacko and then taidi with uno cards :P

went home then taking 178 and had a pretty bad headache.. but better now ;D
anyway, i did took some photos but jus too lz to put them up onto the com. thus :P haha!

oh yes, dun rush me for any photos u might want of any kind first kay..im so afraid my com might jus explode anytime, i dun dare to put anything into my computer now..D:!

救命啊!

emo to the max

2008-10-19T20:26:00.002+08:00

._.! haihs. READ MY TITTLE PLS

end-of-story.
somethings not meant to be la! ._.!

bio spa exam on tues tues tues!
meanwhile, NO SCHOOL TMR :D!

nothing much. kinda busy. well SCREW U! :D

btw, that little kelian de papa, dun so stressed up kay! but i in no mood to comfort u la sorry =X
hm bibi oso! BUCK UP ;D

ULTIMATE SAD FACE.

2008-10-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

read my tittle, then u will noe my mood recently.
HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOW. results suck lik shit.

stupid high expectations. though i noe i could hav done better, but my satisfied results will never satisfy u. ah well, fk u.
26/30 for MCQ = A1. sorry luhs i not tat great. im a super pathetic person luhs.

got back all my papers:[ VERYVERYVERY DISAPPOINTED. though i passed all, but im stil sad tat, i wasnt able to get even more. damm fk-ed up. study so hard, but get such bad results:[

quoted from huixin : 'but u cannot deny the fact tat they base hardwork from results'
yeh.. but seriously i did try really hard for this eoy. i wanted to prove my parents wrong D:

and i hav very high expectations of my geog, and im VERY DISAPPOINTED :[

life is just plain dumb like this. first worry bout eoy, then worry bout results then worry bout o lvls then worry bout schools then worry bout every-single-thing-in-the-world.

freaking hell la. maths oso. chamchamcham la! D:

and i bet, ego is glotting its mouth out until siao la. so ego for what. hate you hate you hate you!
ppl not good mood still come kajiao. at least i owned you for at least one subject. im gonna smirk IN YOUR FACE.

sad face sad face sad face sad face sad face sad face. so damm disappointing but you noe crying is no use but u really wanna cry and let it out but its just damn redundant and theres no use and then u have to try even hard and then to even noe that you are jus gonna flunk everything again :[

i guess not much happy topics for these few days luh. haihs.!

BYEBYEEEEEEE. SAD FACE.

byebye. 9days later D:

2008-10-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

ALENA ALENA ALENA ALENA ALENA ALENA ALENA ALENA ALENA ALENA U BUNNY LOVER SEE U IN 9DAYS TIME HOPE U SEE THIS AWW AWW AWW!
hmm but wil b seeing u in bg tis sat rite :D! SEE U SOON!

haha anyway i feel happy! LOLLOL. went out with evelyn today. :P
alone lunch we gossiped lots and spent 1hour++! LOL xD!

hmm bought presents le! HORHOR. those ppl getting presents le! horhorhor! LOLLOL.

kk, haha papa and vera jealous sia :P :P

love you guys lotz too la!

kk cuz last few posts really very long, shall keep this short! :P!

你真的不值得

2008-10-12T19:42:00.003+08:00

thinking through, i said this to papa:

*!cHeeZeR™ '❤XIII!<3!>
u are de friend who really lent me a listening ear
*!cHeeZeR™ '❤XIII!<3!>
hmmmm
*!cHeeZeR™ '❤XIII!<3!>
bt lalalala clarine n vera is a friend who i cannot b without
*!cHeeZeR™ '❤XIII!<3!>
BE JEALOUS

n hes not jealous! PFFFFFFFT! *pouts*

kk. but yes i thought alot today. i think i really neglect clarine alot. as in, i jus treat her as a person who will be there. but i was wrong, totally wrong. shes not someone who will be forever here with me in my life all the time 24/7, but she is someone important to me. but then again, i usually hide alot of things from her. becuz im jus too used, to telling papa bout my woes le =X!
then she starts to worry cuz im one who usually keeps everything to herself till she explodes D;

hmms papa. i last remembered why i called him papa was because...........hmms..idk!=X!
but we slowly became fast-stead friends. still remembers the time when we go online to maple to play with each other, being suan so much by the other XIII members for not training well =X

ha! those past times! :D now, my healer for my troubles is busy with exams! D:
wonders how m i gonna cope when im emo when hes busy studying. but still, wishes him manymanymanymanymanymany wishes in your academic ways and of course! your ____ lor! *fills myself with jealousness*

it was very emoish a day, but somehow, the past times really made me feel happy:)
and im really glad, it was emoish. it made me think and realise who my real friends are :D

then it reminds me: I MISS XIII REALLY REALLY MUCH!
from the day i join this guild via the weirdweird guild master, till today, i have NEVER regretted my choice! though many said that maplestory was an anti-social device which makes people addicted to playing online computer games. but then, i really didnt regret! if you call me an addict, thats because i want to be able to talk to them and play with them, cuz being with them makes me happy!

thankyou thum brothers [fattygege, sworddead, mas and pig butt], papa, jiejie, shimin, leoleo, bibi, nick, hep, ratata, dummy, dead, linda, sharon, david, hweeping, jiefu, windy, yeikz, pingping, han and manymany more for making the guild such a nice and fun thing!

oso, not forgetting my other friends i made there such as slyer korkor, junjie, zhutou!xD

hmmm of course, i would never forget the times we had in 211! be it fun or sorrow. though we do have manymany bad events, we have also had our best times in 211 too! especially the chalet, which let us know more bout each other :D:D!

lastly, band. the place which i had been, for already 3 years. through ups and downs, this year was the most major hit. i really need to overcome, the fear and to remain calm in whatever i do.
but too, band cultural potpurri and the band camp cum concert is coming! hope this will make new wonderful wonderful memories of the band :D:D!

and vera wong, U ARE LOVED TOOO:D:D
laopo you too!

and im gonna forget that stupid person! stupid stupid stupid stupid person!
thanks wangwei for trying to get me out of the mess of emo-ness. hahs!\

seriously, able to talk to papa jus cheers me up somehow. tat angel.

EOY OFFICIALLY ENDED.

2008-10-09T22:11:00.003+08:00

=D=D=D=D!
=[=[=[=[!

happy and sad, says the signs. didnt post much recently, cuz i wanted to keep my post on 28september on my blog. but haihs, apparently the skin onli wants posts of 5? haihhaih!

first things first: HAPPY TODAY!
the End-Of-Year officially ended!
=D! today's paper's Amaths. relatively ok.. filled with simple and difficult questions. awws! but yes, lik laoda said, i probably wunt fail bah. i hope =X!

n i went back to sph today. though alone, i really missed the days which i went down there to have fun and shoot.used to see manymanymany other txy and zhongyangs having their meetings or mugs or jus little chit-chat sessions. or even when us syd went down to take the qiangmai photos!
though the travel journeys were long, i used to have my psp or my comic books to accompany. but today felt so special that i didnt use it at all.
the sense of belonging xD

SAD:
huhhuhs but quite sad la. nearly decided to go to school tmr, but i didnt. hopefully i wunt regret. sorry laopo cant go out pahtoh!xDxD! haha but u got ur maple to play horrr^^!
and im gonna stay and home and help out [-_-] and stone and finish theory hmwks-_-!

hmms and been feeling down lately.. hmms. who wants to do emo shoot? =P
shall not elaborate. haha awws! if u really very interested the best is to ask the person involved rite?

anyway many many many things im confused bout.

whats stress? and motivation..? if teachers were to say, relax to destress. relax to feel better. but it isnt neccessary true..? some people can be stressless and some can be stress dao siao.
but basically, i guess its the pressure on yourself by yourself
many says: stress is bad. stress is unhealthy
but then again, if theres no stress? whats going to make us work? whats our motivation then?

why is it that we will be stress over exams? why do we pressure ourselves? basically, its a social problem of pride.

whats happiness? happiness = no sadness? but with no sadness, how do you know happiness?
what do you mean by, feeling happy?

lastly. this topic went into my mind for a very very long time alr! DEFINE FRIENDSHIP, my dear friends!my defination of friends = people you can rely on. so please dont pangseh me if you are my friend=]! ohyes, i hate people who use friends.

think bout your defination^^, and then find your true friends=]

bytheway,
closure ceremony is on monday. remember to go back to sch!xP!

anyway kope this from huixin for mama:
handbagplanet is celebrating the October 15, 2008 launch, by giving away a free handbag every hour for 24 hours on the day of the launch. so do try your luck and win a bag! maybe you can give your friends or families too! [like me =P]

back to emo state .____________________________________.

moodless.

2008-10-08T19:46:00.003+08:00

oh yes before i go back to mug, give you some lyrics which i really think reflects how im feeling recently.!

kiss the rain- hienie

VRS 1
I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
Its hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

CHORUS
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

VRS 2/3
I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

CHORUS

VRS 4
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

VRS 1

So why am I still here in the rain.

我可以

寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听

雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你

我可以
陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想
又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你

《知足》-五月天
怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛

那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞
才发现笑着哭最痛wo…

如果你快乐再不是为我
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛

last paper tmr!

2008-10-08T19:29:00.003+08:00

hello! i survived 2day=D! lik, BIO AND HISTORY. enuff to kill me luhs-_-!

mon was freaking eng with physics-_-! eng was DIFFICULT! D=
hopefully wunt fail=[!
and i dun take physics. so GREEEAAAAT.
went home to finish up my geog. haha. and im damm scared cuz i FELL ASLEEP IN THE AFTERNOON while reading my geog-_-!

tues was hmt with pure geog. hmt was i-dunno-what cuz its realli very difficult and lik, i rushed the paper cuz i realli couldnt understand de passages la. so chim. 难以置信 that i speak chinese at home rite!
and pure geog was very rush. the first LORM was to assess soft engineering and hard engineering methods to protect the coast. and there was 8marks. so i gave all pointers! and thus rush lik mad la. and then i always hav my blankouts. so time was really running out.
when mr quek said there was 10mins left. i was stil rushing my 2nd last question lahs!
and the 2nd LORM was to access measures taken for floods. i onli gave 3 points. didnt finish D=!

hopefully pure geog can secure a A lehD=!

wed, meaning today was killer day. had papers for biology and elective history. so i went home immediately and try to get my brain in for the 2 subjects. but arggh! wasted a lot of time ytd.
i studied bio then i had a headache, so i wanted to sleep for half an hour but i overslept! then at 8 i went to watch calafare and first class! ARGGGH! but i managed to finish revision cuz i started revision for biology way before eoy started and had left 2 chapters which im not really good at for biology for that day. then i rushed my elective history ALOT. if i hadnt usually listened to ms sathi's lesson, i would hav probably just killed myself while revising manz.

and then, the papers are hard! et said emphasise on diseases but there were hardly any questions on diseases. and the graph questions were difficult! sad face.

nxt elective history. SEQ both on policy of appeasement. i blanked out! but managed to write some points down. hoping i wouldnt screw this up=[

tmr's the last paper AMATHS~~~! yay!
MUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG status.!

lastly papa and bibi ah: mai sad for results la. few weeks more to spm rite? study hard ah!^^!
mug well mug hard and mug smart!=D!

生病

2008-10-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

cheezer is officially sick from ytd=[!
my nose feels lik dropping off =[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[=[!

updates:
today had emaths p2 and ss [eoy]. damm screwed D=! now i worry for my emaths. i aiming for A2 lehhhh!=[=[! now think abit possible ah.
SS was ok, cuz i was hinted =D=D!
yup and i studied hard for wat i wanted to write and did it! so yeh, cool =D=D!
hope can get A2 too le =D=D!

nxt after sch, i went to library with chongee pearlie yanting siqi yiting patrick sylvia and it was darn hilarious! xDxD! talked bout alot.=P=P!

and today, i went library with khiat tong and benedict. manz! i was alr late, khiat tong was EVEN later, and benedict came EVEN MORE LATER than us! IMAGINE TAT.lollollol!
haha and library very cold ah! took benedict's jacket xDxD! and hes name became MONKEY!
dun ask me why.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

oh yes my bro came along later to wait for me b4 going home and he saw my cousin which i didnt and benedict says my bro is nice?!

and ya ya ya, taoyang was at the library too! with hes sis and freida! kinda surprised he would come out and mug. but well ya, cool manz!
but i didnt get to see him, nor hes sis, nor freida.haha watever lah!

MUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG FORRRRRRRRRRR
GEOGRAPHY GEOGRAPHY GEOGRAPHY GEOGRAPHY GEOGRAPHY GEOGRAPHY !
ELE HISTORY ELE HISTORY ELE HISTORY ELE HISTORY ELE HISTORY ELE HISTORY !
BIOLOGY BIOLOGY BIOLOGY BIOLOGY BIOLOGY BIOLOGY BIOLOGY BIOLOGY !
ADDMATHS ADDMATHS ADDMATHS ADDMATHS ADDMATHS ADDMATHS ADDMATHS !

kk BYEBYE=D

BACK ON HOT SPOT!

2008-09-29T20:02:00.002+08:00

Nikon D90 is out! wheet sweet! yarla i noe i lag-_-!

check out the new SLR here on Nikon webpage, with comparison to D3, D300, D200 here and here for overall view!

haha btw, when i first saw de advertisment on the tv, i thought it can shoot video.. now im blurred.LOL.

anyway, 2day's papers are relatively ok =D!
wouldnt fail i guess, jus how much nia.hahahaha!

MORE TO COME!=D=D=D

eoy exams soon.

2008-09-28T01:16:00.002+08:00

hello! its been a special week! i hav 7 friends whose birthday is tis week!

24september [wed] MR CHAN MENG WAI!
25september [thurs] little TAN TAO YANG XD
26september [fri] SHARIZAN aka RATATA!
27september [sat] FION GOH SER YI!
28september [sun] VERA WONG WEI YI, CLARINE TOH KAI NING, SHUYUN!

amazing 7! anymore, i wil go bankrupt lahs!

its not jus a special week cuz of tat, its oso cuz i found out more bout even more people! LOL.
on wed during ss it was so damm boring, me huixin engjue clarine isabelle belinda were gossiping bout who we liked b4 xD
which thereafter i found out how bad __ was. hehhehxD

i think mr chan's leg oso turned for de better as he can now walk even btr than b4? haha dunno luhs! LOL.

and then thurs i received a present from xz n ty. relatively xz? haha dunno la!
and then celebrated taoyang's birthday with trumpeters!!!!=D=D
bt quite sad ah not every1 present=[! _ is damm anti.
and he so cuteeee!

heres de story: [yanting tel me 1!]
ehh jus now recess i saw taoyang, then i go tel him tat nid sign vera's birthday card, then he keep saying 2day hes birthday! [with exagerration]
then he shyyyyy! SO CUTEE!
he oso texted me:
ty: 2day vera's birthday?
me: no. 28. but de gift is as a band give mah..so get ready frz..find u aftersch ok?
ty: ok i stay in class
me: but how u noe ah?! forot send u sia
ty: haha. today my birthday!
me: huh realli ah? omg..sorrysorry! happy birthday!

not onli tat, WE WENT HOME TOGETHER 2DAY! =D=D=D!
and i took 173 with taoyangggggggggggggggg=D!
he realli realli very shy..while walking, i asked him a question. he nodded hes head bt i had to guess if he did gave me an reply alr.!
bt in de end i stil found out quite afew things bout him xPxP!

fri we celebrated VERA WONG WEI YI'S BIRTHDAY during recess at sky garden!
SO FUNNY!
'twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder wat u are
up above de world so high
lik a diamond in de sky
twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder wat u are'

VERA WONG! FIND THIS FUNNY? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA
de girl was brought all round by ruiqi so as to drag time =P.hahahahahah!

but its oso a sad week becuz idk why. hahs.=[!
back to de old topic --- friends change.

wayne di,
mayb u didnt feel a change urself. but towards me, u hav changed. at de start of de year, we use to spam each others msn while talking and we did realli talk alot! even sms contain sum meaningless things becuz we jus wan to talk to each other.. slowly, i didnt talk to u, u didnt talk to me. we seem to b.. strangers.=[

few months down de road, watever happens to u is not known to me. i never noe if u liked sum1, u were having trouble with sch or friends. sad to say, i felt distant from u, lik there was a wall between us.feelings as friends faded a little and i felt so.. unwanted by u.

and when u came to tok to me jus now, i sumhow scolded u. i may hav been de 1 who was wrong jus now, bt how i feel about us as friends changed. sumhow, i was realli angry tat i 'lost' u as a friend, probably cuz i wanted u as a friend.

hope we can clear de air soon, and i hope to not nid to remind u to come to my blog.
well, u mus see this whole chunk of words first though..
btw, this wasnt meant to scold u or wat, i jus wanted to let u noe wat i felt.

and theres tis friend, who sumhow or rather, oso make me had de same feeling too. or to b honest, de whole friendship between us is so fake, i felt afraid to text [] too many msges in case s[] starts to b irritated with me. i tried to clear de air btwn us, but it seemed impossible. and then 2day [] said i was irritating?! ._.! watever, giv up on this.

and lastly, i hav 1 more friend who seem so hypocritical, im afraid !! might backstab me 1 day. 1 min !! is talking bout how bad -- is, de next min when -- is here, !! talk to -- as if nothing happens!=[!

though these things happen, im sure glad if 1 day i m realli very affected, i hav good friends to rely on! lik de 3 whose birthday are 2day, and ASL and jq and papa and ratata and laopo and minjie many moreeeeeeeeee! [dun b jealous if ur name's not here, might b under many more xDxD!]
loves my these friends very muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.! LOL.

special day today.

2008-09-24T23:13:00.003+08:00

HELLO BLOGGER IM READY TO BLOG!=D

haha i dunno why 2day veryveryvery laugh-y!
laughlaughlaughlaugh!

early in de morning came to sch alr. lik alot earlier than normal. and SURPRISINGLY, i didnt feel realli tired.
and vera came to sch early AGAIN. as it was wet weather i went up class with her first.!

recently found out bout many ppl. ppl lik A la.. started to dislike B alot la.. and find tat few bad points of our class. wtv.giv up liao.

haha..bt our class sort of hav alittle bit of de exam mood la..every talking bout studyings recently. as in, from who i talk to lahs.

bt ____ stil very bu zhang jing. wan to study bt then stil so slack and gl and stubborn.. wtv la. not my prob anyway.

yesyesyes, 2day's MR CHAN MENG WAI'S BIRTHDAY.
lalalalala! i mean 24 september and not 25 september la.
=D=D=D! get well soon teacherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! play soccer oso can hurt dao leg-_-!
and continue being niceeeeeeeeee la! haha!
owe ur present very sorry laaaaaaaa! promise it shall b a great 1! =D

tmr's sum'1s birthday tooooooooooooooo.lik, LALALALALA.

rahrahrah!

2008-09-20T21:11:00.005+08:00

mugger spent her day in library and realise sum other slackers are there and she siandiaos and scoldes consecutively few vulgar words after hearing the news.LOL.

she was supposed to spend her day in the library from 10 bt she reached at 11.30 instead becuz 猪头 woke up late and was therefore late. thus she decided to wait til 猪头 took the bus to the library b4 she leave her house.

taught 猪头 chem awhile and ordered[=D] 猪头 to attempt his chem paper while mugger does mugger's maths, but 猪头 soon slacked saying 猪头 hate chem n then decided not to do tat and read comic books. 猪头 then helped mugger with her maths.

mugger called 猪脑 and 猪脑 didnt answer so apparently she didnt cared. until she sees 猪脑 in de library and calls 猪脑 a 猪脑.[LOL] 猪脑 went with his friends and disappeared. mugger then called 猪脑 again to ask where 猪脑 is and wanted to join him as 猪头 wanted to go off.

suddenly, 猪脑 and 猪脑's friend appeared on de 4th floor. and dunno why -_- was there to. mugger wanted to join 猪脑 and gang and ask 猪脑 to teach mugger maths but saw -_- and didnt wan to go anymore.
mugger went off with 猪头 for 猪头 to eat lunch instead.

猪头 then accompanied mugger to take her IC photo and then they went home.

it marks the day of mugger's day. mugger mugged at home again.
wow, wat a mugging day!

-end of story~

=D! try to guess whose mugger and 猪头, nd 猪头 nd _ and slackers nd -_-
unless u are de people involved, dun think u wil noe who they are. =D

ok, and i havent finish doing my maths[too]! and ele his and bio!

blabblahblah SAD FACE.

2008-09-17T20:55:00.003+08:00

sudden mood for typing post in chinese, but no chinese software-_-!

been realli =[ recently,and i dunno why. eoy coming eoy coming eoy coming!

either it FASTER COME AND LET ME GET OVER WITH IT, or never come!
mugging cuz worried wunt do well even b4 exam is so stressful. plus, with extra comments from parents bout my results, its pressurising me alot!=[

another point : friends, change alot.
idk why, but ur attitude towards me is getting worse. mayb u find me very _ but u actl say harmful things which im sensitive?
i mean, i thought u and i were good friends bt now it felt lik, idk u and udk me and are complete strangers who dunt noe each other. mayb i dun understand u well enuff.
MEANIE.
and i reflect alot. and i think its my fault.i dun wish to think anymore=[..u pangseher!
studies are very impt to me, but mayb not for u _____. if u dun wish to help me, jus say so.
bt no point saying so muc here. u didnt even bother to come to my blog _.
SAD FACE.

haha anyway mr chan coming back tis mon. can giv his present on time.LOL.
and 2day's last period was funny.!=D
lalala, hor _ _ _! xD

♥aku cinta seseorang,tapi tidak mahu bagitahu kamu

2008-09-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

haha, guess little of u guys noe wat it means.xDxD! well, DUN TEL U!

lol. im NERVOUS FOR CHEM SPA TMR..im so weak at it.gahhs! gonna screw up de test cfm alr, jus how much screwed-_-!

HAHA ANYWAY theres tis crumpler bag where i liked [orange] and its called de 'Barney Rustle Blanket' LOLLOLLOL! FUNNY RITE?! haha!

but its kinda ex..prob onli get it after a longlong time.
so *hints* my friend, buy me tis if u wan to b a nice and generous soul out of a sudden!

nitex my friend!

ITS MID AUTUMN.LOL.

2008-09-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

felt lik, moodless to post jus now. seriously, friends change alot. from the first time u meet thm, they can b so nice, but its for an intention-.- once they are done, they ignore and treat tat they dun even noe u. so hypo.

dun lik thm lik tat.D=! had study day 2day. literally studying de whole day. morning = study. afternoon = study, night = study.
been a mugger. OH SHIT. biobiobiobiobiobiobiobiobiobio=[!

ytd.
PIE was..pangseh-ish?anyway, i went with vera, engjue, jensi and huixin=D. haha.
btw, AHKOR OWES ME A TREAT. lik WHEEEEEEEEEE=D

nxt time, when i hav an external flash, let me show u a magic trick. LOVE IT MANZ=D!

anyway. theres tis damm screwish NCC boy who was oso very gl.haha. in de end we go gl him lik siao..!

oh yes, performance was..kinda boring for afew parts. but nevermind. who cares! MY LAOPO WAS PERFORMING.=D 特地go捧场C.O cuz of her.haha.
oh yes, ther was a guy who set de lantern on fire-_-!lol.
ha. and mr qiu was singing with ms kee, and they totally looked lik a couple la! HAHAH SO FUNNY. bt it might b nicer if mr chan was there.haha after all hes gao xiao.LOL.and de teachers sang not-bad xD.

and i wan to show off tis post : MY JUNIORS ARE REALLY NICE!
HAHA they are so good to me =D *SHOWOFFS*

weisiang treat me to a drink frm hes class, pearlie gave me a sausage from her class, slyvia and kimberly treated me a drink from 101=D. and patrick was oso being nice to help me carry my things awhile while i put my things in order! LOL.
taoyang oso tried to help me get my camera bag down from 4th floor when i wasnt stil in sch! ALL SO NICE PPL. haha and yuwei so kelian, call me buy from them so many times i didnt buy.LOL.

reminder: eoy is COMING soon!
bye!

school started

2008-09-10T20:42:00.002+08:00

whee._.! sch started. lik totally, 'yay-_-!'

sumhow, our teachers got changed again. HCL liyue changed to sum dingyuan new teacher tat is sumwat unable to even control de class. english shawn soo said he no longer teaching us and theres gonna b a relief teacher?
GREEEEEAT.__________.!

and yes, holy shit my hair! haha. dun lik dun lik.first thing they said was,"nice hair._." of course, they are being sacastic la.WATEVER.

seriously, eoy seems so near yet so far. haihs, mug lik hell now. everything revolving around mugging T_T! as if if i dun mug i would die-_-!
AND THERES BIO TEST TMR ._.! i wanna get good grades for bio la!=[=[!

well anyway looking forward to PIE @ nanhua on fri! =D! kaiwen's coming back too. but jus dunno when.

OOOOOO, tat SOMEBODY and friends are starting exams on friday.SADDDDD.hahahahahah!

quizzes

2008-09-05T20:11:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tag you is-
beatrice
2. Your relationship with him/her is .-
bandmate!=P!
3. Your five impression of him/her
-emo-ish
-funny
-friendly
-nice
-polite?
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
-listening to me tok crap to her.LOL xD
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you.
-hello! LOLLOL.
6.If he/she become your lover, you will.
-walao cannot la i hav laopo alr!
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be.
-freaking post, wan ppl 搞外遇!
. If he/she become your enemy, you will .
-wtf! bad post! dun curse la!
If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be.
cuz i scold her? haha LOLLOL.
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is .
-continue giving my craps to her. LOL.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is .
-FRIENDLY AND VERY NICE. [random:muahahaha shall poke her sumday]
12. How you think people around you will feel about you .
-freaky, china-ish.
13. The characters you love of yourself are .
-SCREW U. LOL. laughingggggggggggggggg =D! poking ppl!
14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most abt yourself are.
-poking ppl too xDxD! and emoing._.!
15. The most ideal person you want to be is .
-MYSELF
.16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
- =]!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blog only.
1. laopo!
2. clarine
3. vera
4. huanlin
5. bibi! xDxD!
6. nukun
7. wesley
8. pearlie
9. jiaqian
10. khiat tong
[lol]
18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?[nukun]
-someone! 'tapi tidak mahu bagitahu kamu!'
19. Is no.9 a male or female?[jiaqian]
erm NOT A MALE NOR FEMALE, ITS A SOTONG!
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?[wesley, khiat tong]
lol? they dun even noe each other 0.0
22. What is no.2 studying about?[clarine]
-exactly same as me xD
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?[vera]
-tues? haha!
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [pearlie]
-eh, dunno leh.
25. Does no.1 have any siblings?(laopo)
-of course..ha.
26. Will you woo no.3?[vera]
-laugh my ass off. IF IM A GUY. wait! I HAV MY LAOPO ALR.lol.
27. How about no.7?[wesley]
-CHEEZER ROCKS.lol.
28. Is no.4 single?[huanlin]
-hoho, halfhalf la.
29. What is the surname of no.5?[bibi]
-CHOONG.
30.What’s the hobby of no.10?[khiat tong]
not very sure leh =X!

[if never say nid ppl with blog i think i wil write papa de lor =X!]
2nd quiz!

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
beatrice tagged me.

01. What have you been doing recently?
-blogging, sleeping.LOL. hmwking
02. Do you ever turn you cell phone off?
when i sleep!
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
tuition._.!
04. When did you last cry?
DUN TEL U LA XD
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
ya, kinda.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
everything? LOL IM GREEDY.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
asking for obvious ._.!
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
CHEEZER. ok, my pretty softtoys!
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
lik, shorts?
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
u realli wanna noe? DUN TEL U.LALALALALA!
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
think so._.!
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
no.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
try guessing, u wil never expect it de.
14. What are you proud of?
CHEEZER. okok, txysyd! XIII!
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
says, 'screw tis test!' LOLLOL. why shl i tel u~
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
离开地球表面! I GOT DE SONG LIAO. LIK, WEEEEE
17.Do you have any nicknames?
._.! [dun call me barbie or i wil skin u alive!]
18. What does your last received text message say?
haha! 'Omg die la.'
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
LATE.
20. Are you currently happy?
not realli?
21. Who gives you best advice?
MY CHEEZER.lollollol.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
abit crazy ah ._.!
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
DUN TEL U.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
._.
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
try guessing? hhaa
26. Do you wear toe socks?
depends.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
mr huanlin.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
._.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
BEING IRRITATING..
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
._.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
._.
32. What is the colour of your room?
white, lik, expected.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
TRY ME.
34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"????
never. talk is the best thing in de world!
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
me la._. if not who.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
._.!
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
MY LIPS ARE STIL VIRGIN. DUN STEAL THM.lol.
38. Do you have a life?
no i dun-.- and im totally not here rite yah?
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
._.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song??
ya my profile has a song?
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
._.
42. Last time you smiled?
._.
43. Have you changed this year?
._.
44. What are you listening right now ?
._.
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
no.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
u say leh!
47. Is there a quote you live by?
hahahahhahahahahaha. not a quote i live by, but a quote: [♥aku cinta seseorang,tapi tidak mahu bagitahu kamu]
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
._.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
OBVIOUSLY.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
._.
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
MANGA-ING
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
no.
53. What song best describe your love life?
idk idunnoe.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
how i noe laaaa, but i guess so.
55. Who always make you laugh?
VERA WONG.LOLLOL AND GARY.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
._.!
57. favourite website(s)?
www.txysyd.blogspot.com
www.nhsb.blogspot.com !
58. What's your middle name?
._.!
.59. What are you doing tomorrow?
guess=P!
60. What do you think you are like?
IM VERY CUTE. I BET U AGREE TOO. DUN LIE -_-!
61. Who will you choose to die with?
NO1. WHO WANS TO DIE LA ._.!
62. Where have you been today?
2day? jurong and home.
63. What game do you play often?
TRY GUESSING.
64. Who are you missing right now?
PAPA!
65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
wil dun ask such questions cuz i dun think i would hav to. and i would choos both la.
66. What are you doing right now?
why m i doing such a retarded quiz._.!
67. Which primary school are you from?
BUKITTIMAHPRIMARYSCHOOL!
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
purple, orange..baby pink. lol wait, not baby pink, LIME GREEN =D=D
69. What emotion you like to show?
._.!
70. What is your life to you?
._. my life shouldnt b wasted on doing this quiz. wonders who invented tis quiz [box tat person!]
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
lik, say it to papa? haha!
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
who ah? oh. sk.
73. Who do you admire most?
i admire, MYSELF FOR BEING SO CUTE -_-!
74. Which month are you born in?
august.
75. How are you feeling right now?
screwish. screw tis quiz la!
76. What is the time now?
8.59
77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is??
FRIENDLY AND NICE.
78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
u noe dying ur hair cause ur hair to grow white hair-_-!
79. Why are you doing this test?
cuz the person who cre8ed tis quiz is retarded?
80. What do you do when you're moody?
emo ._.!
81. At which age you wish to get married?
._.
82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
._.
83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?
KILL THE PERSON WHO CREATED THIS QUIZ. CURSE MEEEEE!
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
._.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
obviously. its scienctifically proving that rainbow can b seen after a rain-_-!
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
TO KILL THE CREATER OF TIS QUIZ.
87. What is your goal for this year?
SCREW THE CREATER OF TIS QUIZ.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
._.
89. What feeling do you love most?
HAPPY.
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
._.
91.What feeling you hate the most?
emo.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yup!
93. Do you believe in God?
not realli.
94. Who cares for you most?
._.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
._. getting older.
96. What will you bring when you fight?
._.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
doing tis freaking quiz ._.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
sad.
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
._.
100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
IM FREED. SCREW THIS FREAKING QUIZ.

tagged:
MUAAHAHAHAHAH ITS FOR ME TO TAG PPL HOHOHO!

-jiaqian, pearlie, huanlin, kaiwen, laopo, clarine, nukun, khiat tong.MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

psps so long then finally done cuz my stomach is darn pain T_T!

its a bad day.

2008-09-05T19:50:00.003+08:00

forgot to post bout de cip on tues, but watever, it wasnt nice. haha and i kinda slacked my way thru. didnt even had de kind of mood to shoot cuz it was so damm boring ._. !

and i cut my hair ytd! ahhh now de fringe is soooooooooooooooooooo short. argh! it totally didnt turn out lik how i wanted la-_-!wtv liao. wats done is done. haihs!

and i hav quizzes to do!D=D=!awws i dun lik quizzes cuz they are mean things.LOL! jkjk! DIE MORTALS. cheezer rocks!

manymanymanymanymanymany things happened recently and i kinda dunno-wat-to-say and wat-to-do. things are jus not de same as b4. mayb it might b a change for the better or the worse. so in case it gets worse, SCREW U.lol! =X!

and i chao xiang nian sum1 now la, whose exam is jus..7days away. MUG HARD TAT PERSON=D

its time for me to start mugging to lahs. 4weeks more to eoy D=! i realli hope i dun screw chem and bio liao, I WAN A FOR THE 2 SUBJECTS DE LEH!

havent been typing longlonglong posts, de blog posts seem so short as compared to my whole blog line[or watever its called] on the left. haihs, mus b not used to spamming so many things in posts now. CONTROL.

and i wan money to buy things at de end of de year. whhee..=[!

quizzes on the nxt post.

pretty plsplsplsplspls!

2008-09-03T21:01:00.003+08:00

someone! SEND ME THESE SONGS PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

SONGS
-你是我的眼 [by dunno who]
-离开地球表面,孙悟空,私奔到月球,知足 [by 五月天]
-yoga's songs in hes latest album, esp 伯乐!
-第一次 [by 光良]
-借口, and tat 豆腐 song [by 周杰伦]

2day sad face didnt go bg to do tat event! can earn money and play sia D=! but nevermind, slept till kinda late.

gonna cut my hair tmr! WHEEEEEE! hope it turns out nice. and luckily band 2day turned out kinda well. all thks to kat! =D!

lastly, to mr PAPA,
GET WELL SOON! AND MUG HARD! UR EXAMS COMING LE.. STUDY KAY? MISS U!

PAPA GET WELL SOON

2008-09-01T18:03:00.001+08:00

PAPA GET WELL SOON KAY! 1 WHOLE POST FOR U!!

i forgot my tittle jus then.

2008-09-01T17:44:00.002+08:00

*poof!* my memory's pathetic manznznz! forgot wat i wanted to blog bout.wtv!

tmr's cip. to b honest, im so not looking forward to it. oso bu dong wanna bring cam or not. shl b bring bahs.LOL.

supposedly tuition in de morning but i overslept and it changed to afternoon. i continued to laze in bed then mother suddenly bs then scold me lik im a freak from alien._.! tuition's at 2 dude! korkor oso havent wake! i sleep 12hours summore de leh D=!

and recently i feel lik D= seriously. my complainer bu zai summore sick so i didnt realli said much. haihssssssssssssss. ppl do change afterall. and when they change, the way they treat 'friends' changed too, and im in it.D=
waynedi ah. screw u! hope u see this then go reflect ah!

idk, but whenever i get to go bg and see my fellow txy and syd members whom i noe, i jus feel damm happy! mayb its a different world ther afterall where every1 is nice^^!
now im super proud to announce:
imma txy! SYD!
imma txy! SYD!
imma txy! SYD!
imma txy! SYD!
imma txy! SYD!

lol kk crap. tats all, for now. MUG HARD FOR EOY WHICH IS 4WEEKS LATERD=!

byebye kaiwen.

2008-08-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

lol, byebye not in de way kaiwen's gonna die. but hes goin to go cambodia. haha.! LUCKS MANZNNZNZNZNZNZNZNZNZZN!

anyway, banjiang 2day was NICE. back to seeing txys again! and ppl lik damien, edna, huiching, grabiel, jeffrey, long time no see too! LOL.

yesyes, returned wangwei's his cam le. ITS SO FUN TO PLAY WITH FISHEYE AND F1.4 LA!
OMGGGGGGG! AND HIS FLASH ROCKS TOO. no doubt is hes ability of offhand flash [strobist]

kk tats all for now! new leaders for syd: huiching, wangwei! =D!

wonderful day out!

2008-08-30T22:30:00.003+08:00

2day was =D=D=D!
xiexie jiefu jie and di =D=D!

2day met up with jie, di, and jiefu go out. to b exact, jiefu drove hes car to fetch all of us=P!
saw flyer and went lik, rounds and rounds to find carpark? LOL.
then went eat swensens! LOL.
then had my 'cake' on icecream =P=P!

nxt walkwalk then go bugis! go street then jie help me buy clothes =P! xiexie jie =D=D!

then go eat beancurd and saw a mouseeeeeeeeeeeee=D!lol. jie damm scared of it lor.

nxt go de henderson bridge. OMG ITS SUCH A NICE PLACE!!!!!!!! haha and jie and jiefu damm loving lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!=P=P!
then chong abit siansian lik tat? haha dunno luhs!
[hope can find sum1 tat loves me so muuch too =P!]
then zai go eat dinner, at 8! eateat until very lateeeee! haha!

VERY HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! XIEXIE JIE, JIEFU AND DI! =D=D=D!

D=

2008-08-28T21:35:00.002+08:00

i feel D= 2day. and i dunno why.

im sorry clarine, maybe its realli my fault. i realli dunno le. i realli think bout it hard & through and lost it all in my thoughts..
mayb im jus too selfish le la. im sorry!

and ya. im part of infocomm club now=]

nothing much le..no mood to post.bye!

yay thks all!

2008-08-26T20:23:00.003+08:00

helloooooooo! =D!

im very happy 2day =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!
thks all for ur wishes and presents and those who went out with me 2day
damm laughy man =D!

now, i can get my ic! haha!

gan xie ning! yesyes, i ♥ my trumpeters =D~
psps: jiaqian, jiayou. hope u hav sort out it soon=]!
and taoyang, 等久久! shall continue to hit ur head =P=P!
and huishi, IM NOT MAMA LA D=!

anyway, hohoho. 那个人!你的死期到了! HOHOHOHOHOHOHO!

by de way i wan these songs pls! D=!

SONGS
-你是我的眼 [by dunno who]
-离开地球表面,孙悟空,私奔到月球,知足 [by 五月天]
-yoga's song in hes latest album!
-第一次 [by 光良]
-借口, and tat 豆腐 song [by 周杰伦]

1day before!

2008-08-25T21:44:00.003+08:00

ghaha =]=]!

2day was ._., =], =[, =D, -.-, D=, =D!

so sch was nothing much, nice, sad, funny, sleepy and boring, sad and angry and HAPPY!

to SHOW OFF, ok im not mean. i got a 17/19 for pure geog =P!
clarine dun sad kayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

lol. and sumhow, 2day's band was alot better than normal? at least to me.
trumpeters work harder! our sound sound sound! alot more fine-tune pls;]

and ty nhsb for singing me a song, and mr adrian tan, if u happen to chance upon this, IM NOT 12YEAR OLD KID LEH D=!
suan wo!

and yay! aftertat my father fetched me home =D!

ok luhs and i think nothing much ler.

oh yes, a lame joke for u all..

which drink is the most obedient, where watever u say it wil do?

answ: [tel u soon.] ASK ME LA =D!

lastly: hoho! deng dai ming tian!

没心情 for 笑话

2008-08-24T19:20:00.002+08:00

dun come gl me on msn lik how u can normally do it on msn. i will personally go and find u to crush u into pieces! tats how bad my mood was 2day, cuz of my family.

guess my father never learns, and of course when he doesnt learns, hes dear son of hes which he-treat-so-nice-until-we-cant-handle is never gonna learn then.

he never stop being bias and never noes when he is bias.
my brother can be scolding me pig, moron, bitch, 三八 etcetc and my father doesnt care. and in actual fact, he noes it. hes so freaking loud every1 else heard [big bro and mum]. but my father hav de guts to act innocent and say, 'where got?', following a trip to de toilet.

u tel me i not pissed, i realli whack ur ass.

tat was ytd. he even hit me and my father saw it. the only thing he said was, 'eh 你这样等一下姐姐受伤 ah!'
and when i hit him on hes head, he literally screamed and shouted at me, followed by a lecture. oh wtf mans.
and there goes my point : biasness.

but it went worse 2day. he cares more for him then mother or wat.
di scolded mum 死三八 cuz my mum told him to go wash hes nose where all hes mucus were drooling and dripping?!
damm retarded. in de first place mum didnt even nid to say de lor. sum dirty brat with no common sense at all. and summore its jus washing the mucus off nia. not lik wan him do housechores rite?

see how disrespectful he is.

nxt, selfish.

he went to fix hes glasses which he spoilt. he came back with a bottle of chocolate milk and said ,'chocolate milk 是我的姐你敢动就知道!'
-.-

stupid rite-_-!

haihya i oso mei xing qing to tok bout him la.
jus in tis little post which took me ard 5mins, i listed lik, 2 of hes bad points alr.
jus imagine how many he has.

3 more times.

2008-08-23T21:23:00.003+08:00

hello!

2day was boring! ._.!
so out of boredom, i played maple ._.!

so it was boring + boring?
luckily i lvled! =D!

then watched olympics then went out!
so skipskipskipskip

now im blogging and im STUDYING later. see im so nice!

EH PAPA I STIL WAITING FOR U 2 TEL ME HOW WAS 2DAY WITH TAT LITTLE CLOSE PERSON U WENT OUT WITH HORRR xD!

lol!

oh yes i realised, after my exams, i tend to use de com and watch manga alot.
and im watching fruit basket on findmaga.com! now. xD!

btw, if any1 has these songs pls send me!

SONGS
-你是我的眼 [by dunno who]
-离开地球表面,孙悟空,私奔到月球,知足 [by 五月天]
-yoga's song in hes latest album!
-第一次 [by 光良]
-借口, and tat 豆腐 song [by 周杰伦]

if u are free u can help me find oso la. i dun mind =P=P!

its finally friday!

2008-08-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

lol yayyayyay friday =D=D!

get to SLEEEEEPPPPPPP, then start to revise hmwk bahs. LOL.

yesyes..wats de meaning of 'こんばんわ'?
any1 free help me find la =P!

I BADLY WANNA GO FOR A PHOTOSHOOT..MAYB MODEL PHOTOSHOOT?
de jus-for-fun kind la =P!

n yay first time i went for band drills, quite funny ah me, forgot everything.
but drills quite fun la =P!

kk nothing much. feels totally no motivation to blog liao.LOLLOLLOL.

oh ya, I GOT A 2GB MICRO SD MEMORY CARD=D

20082008

2008-08-20T20:06:00.002+08:00

lalala=[ its a nice date 2day=]! [read tittle pls]

2days' damm screwed.
rather happy but sad lah..
HAIHSSSSSSS

firstly i didnt go to sch early in de morning..
but went to piano exam and screwed it=[!
SCALES LA! HAIHS!

oral was good though=]!

andand another good news! MY SS IS A A2!
big jump from C6! xDxD!

but sad
ele his FLUNKED
bio results SUCKED
totally lost control on e maths

but yay! had band 2day!=]!

BUCKUP LA XINTING=[!

finally done and over with!

2008-08-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

common tests are over=]!
FOR DE SEC3S!=]!
not for sec1&2 though xD!

kajiaokajiao! wan them pay my peace back X10000000000000 times! LOL! rahrahrahrah!

quite random! haha but oso quite happy tat common test are over.
recently very stressed up over de tests so its, --> sch mug mug mug mug mug home mug mug mug bath dinner mug mug mug sleep.
so very stressed and scared -> scared to live up to my own expectations, scared results not good. lik, even if i study alot, de results might not reflect it. its my own answering technique la=[!

lik for example bio, no matter how hard i try to study and mug lik siao for every test, APPARENTLY i cant get good results de=[! i noe de points i noe de answers, but my key words are forever not there and im not answering to the questions!=[=[!

haha but nevermind common tests are finally over and time to relax awhile before transforming into a mugger and muggggg for end-of-year.

yar so me engjue vera laoda isabelle huixin cheryl and felicia went seoul garden at causeway point=]!

YAY! so funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn and all laughy~!=D!
haha chatted alot la! haihs! realli missed the days when engjue huixin isabelle me clarine sitting at de side of de classroom, then can gossip and play around lik siao!
now changed liao awws so sad so sad!=[!

haha and we ate from 3.50 all the way to.. ..7..?
haha big appetites' ppl!
and then most of us were lik full lik siao! ha xD!

then went home and then gossip alot with engjue, from west can talk until de east to south to north! LOL!

ok la=] shall go have a good day resting!
group shot soon=D!

oh yes! piano exam, this wed! JIAYOU XINTING. loL!

btw, planning to go out on shoots someday! any followers? xD

feeling's not right anymore.

2008-08-16T19:34:00.002+08:00

hello=[!

im disappointed, haihs.
its lik, mus we all giv in to him when hes a pile of shit?
he NIDS to wake up his idea!
hes alr 13! lik wtf can he stop being so pain in the thorn, irritating, asshole.
let him face de reality la!
NOT EVERYTHING IS TO HES LIKES.

he can get angry with us, then U, esp U, would come and scold us, saying its OUR fault.
mus he be such a IDIOT?

jus taking rice for me, while i get de chair where hes FUCKING DAMM BUTT sat on while playing the DAMM computer which he is not supposed to, tats wrong? and HE gets angry.

u mean LETTING HIM PLAY THE COMPUTER AND ROT AND SINK TO DE BOTTOM OF DE WORLD AND SERVE HIM LIK HES DE EMPEROR is helping him as compared to WAKING HES IDEA UP?

u think we purposely hate him?
dont u think theres are reason why hes so much a tyrant and why me and kor dislik him so much.

and whys tat so? its becuz of ur BIASNESS.
jus because he was born earlier than expected doesnt giv him a right to hit us and abuse us.
jus because he was born earlier than expected doesnt mean he is ill or less fortunate or watever.
jus because he was born earlier than expected doesnt mean tat he deserves to b pampered and spoilt.

u ask ma why she didnt put a stop to hes arrogance
u ask ma why she didnt put a stop to his disrespectful actions.
why? its because HE NO LONGER RESPECTS MA TOO.
becuz of u, hes SO BOLD tat WE NO LONGER CAN SAVE him.

u scold us when he gets angry and blame us for making him angry .
when HES BLOOD BOIL while quarreling, dont u think OUR BLOOD BOIL TOO?
and then u add salt to wound, scolding us for it.
U THINK TAT WOULD MAKE US FEEL BETTER?
if given a chance, i wish he was NEVER BORNED.

then u wan us to 'help him'
how to?!
he FUCKING doesnt respect us
he FUCKING beat us lik nobody's business
and u FUCKING dun care
THINKING hes always right.

HE MAKES FUN OF ME.
i called him to stop he purposely ADD OIL TO FIRE.
HOW TO HELP?

hes not even interested in studies
de first thing he does is to use de computer
u got angry with ma when he played de computer and asked her why
tats because he NO LONGER listens to her becaouse u are always PAMPERING him.

when SHE hit him with de cane, he STARES at her as if shes wrong
when U hit him with de cane, he STARES at u but called u to stop.
WTF is tis?!

U FUCKING THINK HE DOESNT LIE
U FUCKING THINK WE FOREVER ARE IN DE WRONG.
U FUCKING THINK WE DUN WAN TO HELP HIM.
BUT HE NO LONGER CAN BE SAVED BY US.

its all cause of u!

I SWEAR, IM NEVER GOING TO HELP HIM AGAIN
I SWEAR, IM NEVER GOING TO CARE AGAIN.
I SWEAR, I SERIOUSLY HATE U AT DE MOMENT.

jus wanted to rant my vents.
tats my little brother, btw.
and =[!

2008-08-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

=P=P!

im being mean but i feel tat, bio was ok!=]! and all 310 ppl were lik =D after the test cuz of sumthing^^!
THKS MDM TAN!
haha but clarine even meaner lor, she say it was ez manznznz! super confident de=X!

haha hope we all can get good good results! so far its good for her too=]!

and i passed chinese! but quite disappointed tat im among de weaker students [as always so] and its 1 more mark to a B-_-!

and im so not hopeing to get both my maths paper back..i didnt finish BOTH the maths papers lik wtf!-_-!

its all over and its left to 1 pure geog paper!
chapter 6 nd 7, no LORMS question.!
GAHHHS! no LORMS hard to score lik siao liao!=[!

okok, and xiexie papa! encourage me! u 'abit' brighten my day ah, haha! cuz quite disappointed with Amaths u send tat funny msg=]!

ooOOoOOoOOOOOoOOoo!
bye!
LOLLOLLOL!

2008-08-11T21:33:00.002+08:00

common test common test tmr tmr!
tsktsk!

Tues: eng chinese,
Wed: e maths history,
Thurs: chem SS,
Fri: add maths bio,
Mon: pure geog

Wed: PIANO EXAM!

heres de doom heres de doom. dun make xinting die la!

hmms, blog on hiatus, i guess =]!

meanwhile, OLYMPICS IS FREE TO ENTERTAIN U=D

2008-08-09T20:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGXUAN!

=D=D=D!
olympics olympics olympics!!

volleyball swimming waterpolo badminton gymnastics!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!=D=D=D!

and booD=! ct comingggggggg

well and check out here!!

zoelyn

2008-08-07T22:18:00.001+08:00

cool rite? ha! spastic shot =D!

national day parade rehearsal

2008-08-07T20:52:00.004+08:00

haha 2day was kinda boring, tiring, HUNGRY day.
hav been becoming a pig lately, eating ALOT =[!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

ytd had 2 test sia..jialat. think flunk liao D=!
and nothing much la..

2day there was BANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBAND after sch.
2day miss lim good mood, finish wat she wanna teach she let us rest awhile then let us off early!=D!
then report to band, HUNGRILY.
didnt eat since recess. but recess oso didnt eat much leh D=!

band set up then go down for rehearsal for parade again le..
hmms..quite dissapointing leh =[!

rehearsal rehearsal.
TRUMPETSSSSSSSSS!
2day wasnt as good as monday, i think all of u guys noe it.
feedback was given to us rite? nid to b louder n tonguing clear.
i believed we did better luhs, played louder but not realli the blast kind..
hmms..but..1st i noe i noe, u guys were trying ur best..but mayb tonguing clearer kay=]?!

hmms and 3rds, louder?

2nds i dunno..i can onli hear myself blasting? haihs..so scared later i too loud then out of tune the whole section out of tune=[!

2day was a bad day though, headache and stomach very hungry..haha but overall ok la.
nothing le.

NIKON, or OYLMPUS?!

trumpeters!

2008-08-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

2day had lessons but most importantly BANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBANDBAND=D

gather at 2.40 at band room..then start wash up and start rehearsal for morning parade [nationalday]

kathryn was good! her flugal horn call was good! even guekleng can hear from her class la!=D=D!
and im IMPRESSED by the 1st trumpet 2day!
esp in sch song, i could hear the high notes!
and de national anthm, though soft, but de difficult tonguing part kathryn keep wanting to play well was well played!

but i guess our precision nids improvement! haha, and even practice, theres always sumthing for us to learn.

teamwork, trust, more better rhythm and tonguing [coordination of tongue and fingering]

hmms..i guess tats all.
yes, i bought a new bag, and is proud of it!=D

♥ trumpet section

2008-08-02T21:12:00.003+08:00

HELLO WEISIANG! JIAOSHUANG JIAOSHUANG JIAOSHUANG!=D=D=D!
SHENG RE KUAI LE!
SHOW ME WAT DE LITTLE DUDES AND DUDDIES WRITE LEH I HAVENT SEE FINISH!=[!

sorrysorry fri i didnt go celebrate ur birthday with the rest.
erm..had..BUSINESS to do.LOL.

ok la. JIAOSHUANG ANY1 TAT SEES THIS!=D

2008-08-01T23:14:00.001+08:00

feel very pissed off now. nid to vent nid to vent nid to vent
chill chill chill.

fuck u motherfucker.
u aint sumthing good.
but yar shit, onli shit think shit is shit.

LAOPO'S BIRTHDAY!

2008-08-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

mehmehh!~

its laopo's birthday!=D=D!
SHENG RE KUA LE~!^^!

hows ur little day with SS and chem test? hope its ok for u^^!

yesyes, its laopo's birthday 2day!^^!
being a nice laogong, I CAME TO SCH EARLIER THAN HER.
ok, i had always been doing tat except since de term3 started?
gahhhs ppl wanna sleep mahs =X!

haha and 2day was a relatively well day!
geog was kinda nice, but sad la! mrs lew going to giv birth!
lik how laoda and me agreed, mrs lew has this 'special' power to make us study exam and hav motivation for pure geog. scared change to mr yeo this all change D=!

nxt was..eng? haha mr soo showed us the rocky [part2] video..quite nice la. hmms..
and he toked bout hes past..when he was 22years old younger?

had maths. walao slack!was feeling tired le oso..so tried to sleep..?haha.
then chinese..did chinese speech..didnt manage to finish lor=[!
then lunch i went jiaqian class find her.

haha she so NAUGHTY. never do qiu lao shi's hmwk..then tel her tel him say mon handup she heck..
then went down to find little juniors..then went back 4th floor return her dictionary and keep my headset..walao..qiu lao shi stil ther lor..in de end tried to help her get out of it.=P!

qiu lao shi: jiaqian! guo lai!
jiaqian gives a 'huh' face.
xinting drags her over.
qiu lao shi: jiaqian! wo de gong ke leh?
jiaqian: er er er..
qiu lao shi: mei gong ke jiu ba ez-link card jiao chu lai.
xinting: laoshi, ta monday jiao la monday jiao. lunch yao over liao yao zou le. later wo chem spa leh!
qiu lao shi tried to make me quiet.
jiaqian: er wo ming tian jiao. eh no, wo xin qi yi jiao.
qiu lao shi: ke shi jin tian wo yao leh. deng yi xia ni xing qi yi bu jiao zhen me ban?
xinting: qiu lao shi wo hui bang ni make sure ta you zhuo de la. got chem spa chem spa!
jiaqian: er er er..
qiu lao shi: hao bah. ni xing qi yi zai 7am zi qian ba gong ke fang zai wo pigeon hole li. yao bu ran, ez-link card.

etcetc..!

then tried to go down pearlie's class to find her..but then bell ring i go down for chem spa le.

i was lik..on de dot..while de rest are.. late..?
then wait very long then every1 came..
had a 15mins of..nothing-to-do time..then did experiment..it dragged til very late..
then sumthing happen then happen happen happen then i cry sia=[!

but ok liao then went piano the theory.
HECTIC DAY SIA.

1st of Aug is a special day!

2008-07-31T22:06:00.002+08:00

its lik, ..sian i dunwanna blog le la! ._.!
when bibi's back in bussiness, i feel lik stopping. LOL. bibi not ur fault la.

im jus tired of having unwanted guests roamming into my blog until they are shuang or wat la, in the bad sense.
either the stop blogging, or create private blog or lock blog.
choose xinting, comeon.!

whee and ct are coming up soon. so ya, study-_-!

back to the topic of birthday's which i had been yacking on since few posts before,
ITS LAOPO'S BIRTHDAY TMR!=D=D=D!
but awws she recently got a les partner to play with when im not ard. SO SAD!=[!

LOL.and i feel guilty la, everytime dun get to go for friday drills.lik, not even once yet la.and i thought i can go tmr=[! looks lik i cant again. stupid busy schedule=[!

the month of august

2008-07-30T20:43:00.003+08:00

hello earthlings im being bored so i shall blog =D!
no la, its cuz its 2 more days to laopo's birthday!

now then i noe papa and laopo's birthday so near!!
yay! then is yingxuan, then michelle, then leon, then laoda then ME& mr ng then enna!
and its jus in AUG. cool rite?! LOL. quite random..

i jus read sum1's blog again. hahahah de person's gonna b proped by me =X=X!
haha sumwat say wat de person said on de blog was very very obvious then de person lik tat person.
ok kinda crap bt ya i understand it myself =D!

VERY QI DAI LAOPO'S BIRTHDAY NOW!
1ST AUG 1ST AUG 1ST AUG!
oh yes, performing on school national day!!!

hha band♥!
band camp's in december, and we are preparing it now!
i do think theres sufficient time after tis CT but then its good to start now!
efficiency! then we can relax more when band camp time is getting near!=D=D!
♥the band=D!

haha so i had games commitee meeting today. SO FUNNNNNNNY!
shall not elaborate. but zoelyn is very crazy with melvin today! haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

2008-07-29T23:29:00.002+08:00

screw 2day, its a bad day for me=[!

BUT YAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

=D=D=D=D=!
LEOLEOLEOELEOLEOLEOLEOLEOLEO! HAHAHA!

and bibi's back in business! LOL.
ok i blog nxt day..
3 test tmr..with bio wkbk not done yet, lik fk.

=[!
IM SCREWED TOO, LIK THE DAY.

hectic's de word..