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QUOTE: "Once a trumpeter, forever a trumpeter."
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Recollection.
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Aug 2, 2009
1month gone
wheet, im back! blog's been very stagnant sorry peopa! updates soon! right now I NEED TO STUDY FOR SS, didnt touch diplomacy chapter at all. if im not going to read it before 1 day before the test, i guess im highly screwed. and LOOK! its on the same day with chemistry spa =\!
TONNES OF PHOTOS TO PUT UP! TAKE NOTE OF THIS PLACE!:D
ooo.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LAOPO!
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEOW WEISIANG :D !
byebye peopla!
countdown to prelims : 22days D:
countdown to unlucky bad day: 24days D: D: D:!!!!
Jun 25, 2009
if you want to do it, DO IT PROPERLY. don't waste other people's time. noobs. seriously, what's your problem.
i was lucky this time round.
anyway weisiang, yanting! YOU GUYS DID A GREAT JOB LE LA! :D want outing with us anytime also can k :]!
ok at least i ok xD!
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Jun 22, 2009
.. 也只能这样, 我还能说什么吗? ... ....
and you would think it's ok.. but, why live a life studying everyday. if studying all these i m now was supposed to be a pleasure, then please let me feel that way.. so that i have the willingness to carry on..
and then, being trapped at home was bad enough, why do i have 2 __ ___ brothers for siblings. gosh i really.. .. ... cant stand them any longer.. maybe just HIM.
and sadly.. though i dislike having theory lessons, i like playing the piano.. like beer to others, it makes me avoid and escape, just for that little short moment, where i can indulge in playing my ventings out, playing my feelings out.. i ain't a bottler, i can't bottle things up.. now.. everything is just going fked up.. and seems like i'm being neglected..
因为受够了孤独而变得开朗的我不想再感受一个人的寂寞了..可是有时我还是想一个人静一静...
[[contradicting..]]
anyway, forget it..
the above is just my little vent here..i cant find that one that can just sit down with me and hear me scream everything out.. a silent listener.. hmm.. it wouldn't be nice to that person though.. haih..
onward to mugging like a lifeless mugger xinting. you should rock at it. or u can try stoning..
bytheway friend: smile.. bah..
and trumpets, i owe you guys one post..
Labels: rants
Jun 7, 2009
elmo - l
可能因为最近看多,听多,读多,发现在我身边有很多假人..不是wax people,而是假心假仪的人.也不敢说太多,毕竟是blog..是有人读的..
也好..看清他人,才会懂得面对.tralala!
hi people.. kinda emo but i think it will only all get better.. , i guess.. righto.. but stupid! though some things are constantly getting better, there are still idiots around me who are STUPID IDIOTS NOT DESERVING TO BE LIVING STILL, AT LEAST, NOT IN LUXURY BUT IN PAIN AND SUFFERING. well.. idiots are idiots.
(mind you, don't anyone out there dare to say about this part because that f**ker lives in my house, giving no respect to anyone but my father. He's attitude sucks, no 品格at all, and worse still, HE REJOICE AT FAILLING ONLY 3 SUBJECTS. such a pathetic idiot should go die afterall. and if he did, i wouldn't shed any tears, maybe except crocodile/ forced tears)
this should tell you how much i hate him -- to the core.
ahh anyway the week was boring -_-! schooling everyday.. wtpong.. studied after school with verawong, ongruiqi & gohengjue on thursday..
i did do some stuffs.. chemistry and maths.. been doing those 2 subjects for days already! D:! one surprising thing that day when we went to vera's house to study was that, IT WASN'T QUIET THAT DAY D: went into the gym to study instead.. heh :D! camwhored!
PHOTOS: [shall update this part soon.. hmm..]
had an assignment on saturday, ACS (barker).. relatively.. nothing-to-say..other than that the place is really huge..! but it all ended early and i went to baoguan early before qm started or wangwei came.. i stoned 1hour before wangwei came omg! haha camwhored when i reached. LYDIA CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME THE PHOTOGRAPHS! !
but in the end i still didn't get my photoshop from wangwei aww! D:! ohh yeah qiangmai was ok, other than the PA system.. :]! some performers were damn surprising! but abit ke xi that alena didn't take part in the end still.. ahwell..
oh yeah i shot with wangwei's camera with his tele lens f2.8 80-200mm. coolio! :D! abel was so jealous that day haha..! but it was heavy..! couldn't hold it up high for more than 30seconds on one hand..
anyway congratulations to the finalists! namely.. yuneng, huifoon, meizhu, jingyang, huiying, chayyeow, tangjie, billy, xiaomo, yongquan!
blah today was stoning day, one day to relax at home.. slept till 11.. with aching not-that-badly shoulders.. then i went to sleep again at 2+ 3.. i woke up in pain.. both arms aching this time.. tsk.. weakling..
band handover is 6days.. mixed feelings, just like 1year back.. DARN.. trumpeters! D:~! we must take lots of photographs ok?~! trumpeters, do work hard yeah?! love you guys!!
haih.. i dont know why.. everytime my mind starts to think, & i think of you, my heart feels very heavy, torn but undead.. so very bad D: but infront of others, i have to act ok... it really sucks & i hate it.. tears .. where are you..? i need a shoulder now, seriously..
now left are the memories we had..ah nonetheless, i keep them close within my heart..i still l y..sorry.,
please dont ask k..
psps: i removed my ':D's because i need them back.. :/ heart having 0 of it.dang.
Labels: rants
Jun 3, 2009
BANG!
smile smile! cheering.. thanks all, especially bunny & stupid sotong!
guess what? secondary 4s banned from going to infocomm june club..! ah wells.. .. haih..
EVELINE MY HOMEWORK YO!!!
i still want it kay!
is my blog getting more active or something?hits getting higher! ha nevermind! but today's hits quite low sia! awwaww!
anyway things seems to be in a big mess D:! talked to.. [lets-call-the-person-A] yesterday night.. A's very sure of what A wants and what A can achieve, and i think yeah i can trust A.. but that's not what others are thinking.. i didn't manage to really convince A about some things, not meant to say here, but just wants to help.. A you better treasure your life k! you only live in this body once.. .. just hope that, in all, everything can turn out fine..
ahh and yanting find me just now, to ask me pass her photographs with trumpeters, I TORTURE HER LIKE SIAO.. yeah but idk eh talk to her i happier :D!
zha bor! pass you tomorrow k :]
eh the presents must be very hao kan one ok!!
anyway tuesday aiyo so 'eventful' i must say.. prelim orals in the morning.. i think i did well..! i saw my scores heh.. i will pass, thats for sure.. but wtheck! prelim orals only starts at 8 but my class + guys in 406 came at 7!!! Furthermore Mr Kok was late..! nevermind i still finished quite early.
Afterthat i headed to baoguan for peixunying. saw junzhan and huanlin outside eating.. and junzhan was going to leave after eating ._. ! went in auditorium after cong ming da ge finished his talk.. lol.. whats with 2 plaits? i know i look cute! OPPPPPPS! :X!
cleared huixun pictures, listened to talks.. found out stuffs. not bad.. hmm...
oh toilet break.. i went to wash my hands, peng qiao i met afew people!namely huijun, lilin, lina, xiaotian! the obvious thing we did in the toilet with the big mirror was to CAMWHORE xD!
Photos!:]
mez! checking my uniform actually.. heh!
huijun!
xiaotian!
group shot, lilin didn't want to join D:!
huijun again!
all of us!
eh bunny! i never take with you eh piang!
then went back auditorium and attended talks, and headed home.. ..
today was really boring! lessons ._.!
BYE FOR NOW!
Labels: nan hua symphonic band, TXYSYD, updates
Jun 1, 2009
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I'm writing this blog entry here to tell how you how crazy i am now. Life ain't the way i want now and i really find myself in a big mess. Something seems to be slipping off my hand gradually but i don't want to let it go.. Even if that thing bites my hand till it bleeds or rot, i really don't want to let it go.. Studies have been pathetic but i'm simply really in no mood to study because of the things now. Even though it's the holidays, i don't feel happy. In fact i feel happier when there's school.. I am not nice nor great, but to you, I am.
I just have a simple request blog-reader, just turn my life back to the times i'm alot more happier. Or if not, smash my heart into pieces so that i can be heartless and wouldn't be able to feel anything. I hope you can fulfil this, so i can stop feeling guilty, weak, pathetic, emotional, stupid, lonely, selfish, unwanted, neglected and all other neglective feelings, if i have yet to experience it. Or even better, send a professional to kill me.
Thanks for reading my blog and wondering what i am talking about. You have just wasted time reading and brain cells thinking and absorbing this 2 paragraphs. I hope you read this with confusion and sincerely appreciate it if you can grant my any of my wishes or two.
oh fuck im crying. bye reader.
1thing, hamster, just spend one day with me happily..that will do..nothing more else for request currently..
it ended.. i guess it was better this way.. afew days.. just a few days.. i would be better..stop saying sorry yeah..?
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Labels: rants
May 30, 2009
un-understandable
life is full of ups and downs
so how's are you guys' lives lately? mine was happy yet sad, good then bad. perharps without the bad, i wouldn't know how to feel good. just like the evil and the good, there is always some evil in the best person in the world..
PTC was yesterday, i was being an epic failure myself.. why am i still so.. weakling..? after all those, i thought i have grown. i guess, just not enough to keep up..
Though it's the holidays, i don't exactly feel relaxed and happy. Unhappy at the moment, maybe better later. 9 hours each day, for 6 days of the week. If i can, i do want to reduce the number of hours i study to increase the hours i sleep. Plus i have theory and piano lessons at the weirdest time i don't think i can keep to 9hours every single day. But that would mean more study days to finish up everything. ahh well.
The last day of school wasn't exactly the best day of school, but neither is it the worst. Had potluck party in class while having lessons :D! But i have my fair share of scolding. I do feel a sense of shame towards Mrs Chiang, but _ _ are _l_! Shame on you guys!
Felt a little regretful being in Infocomm because i have hardly had any PA duty other than in the month of march.. I didn't do backstage duty before.. before i really step down, i did it. i did it on thursday.
Yes i really did it. i mend it all the way, till its stable, with Gina there. lol i think they thought i was emo-ing, being very quiet unlike the usual me.
my very last time.
and i shall.. keep to my own promise of not coming up to slack but only to help out or do some studying from july onwards.
will miss this place D:
i will miss infocomm for sure, not for all the stuffs i been taken advantage of, but of the memories i have had with them. Though i do not really think joining infocomm during secondary3 is a wise decision, i have never regretted it. (L)
ahh EVELINE REMEMBER MY HOMEWORK KUAI DIAN SUBMIT!! work well with the others k! you can do it :D
1 sort-of handovered, another coming soon..
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Labels: Infocomm club, rants, updates
May 27, 2009
last week of school
hello readers! feeling relatively relaxed today and no mood to study omg :X! needs to start once holidays start too ! *makes big promise to myself*
ok i shall update you guys properly this post! hope it would be a lengthy enjoyable funny one :D!
bytheway, the post about my handwriting for personality very true.. dammit wait a minute.. * be right back*
oh yea, go read it. xD! it's here.
ok lets start with thursday. thursday was really really slack.. morning had social ettiquette course in the hall,
then chinese where we played games, then p.geography, english, assembly, maths and a special assembly by Dr. Foo.. As a loyal P.A member, i provide aid to school without complains thus was at three floor PA room for any assembly talk or happenings in the hall for secondary 4s.. and when i was there..
hehheh.
i uncovered yixie's wallet and found this :
i uncovered yixie's wallet and found this :
:D:D:D:D:D:D HAHAHAHA MADE ME LAUGH LIKE NOTHING ELSE IS IMPORTANT HAHA!
after finished digging his wallet, i started to dig stuffs in the PA room.. and i found the worksheets used for the sex talk for sec ones.. oh and we did some mischief to it.. heh!
scroll down to see!
hehheh.. close-up . beware guys!
well but actually it's a fill in form for them to fill in true or false.. being the sex pro, junwei did it with ease la.. lol..
and we realised yixie's REAL IDENTITY.. GIRL.
and we realised yixie's REAL IDENTITY.. GIRL.
oh friday nothing much.
monday was even worse.. lol pingwoo came to school for a 1hr chinese lesson and maths test.. the rest were free periods for him.. gosh..! at the very least i still had a p.geography lesson more than him and band.. ha! everyone was stoning and more stoning and gossip and games :D! totally no secondary4 mood in class lollol..
self taking but failed!
oh yea, see this paper, i was so pekcek checking my answers and i felt damn sleepy.. i didn't want to write properly and just scrible whatever my brain couldn't do on the immediate.. thus the very bad handwriting [like mok's] and making verawong laugh like crazy beside me after seeing what i have done. partly cause she already wanted to laugh and after seeing me do my checking she couldn't control her laughter anymore.
tuesday was good ! all teachers were back and lessons were as per normal. after school it rained and instead of going to vera's house to study, we went long john silver.. did a little of my p.geography paper.. hah and left at.. 4.45..? oh we camwhored :D! 难得！
group shot :D!
self taking but failed!
REFLECTION!
wednesday was boring.. as usual.. after school headed to uncle sam to have a little chat session with long-ge and sikai. engjue and vera and bryan and mok and zhengyang followed along. Long-ge treated! wheet! oh yea, on the car ride, i realised long-ge lives in the same condominium with me. i even know his block now.. ggrreeeaatt.. another teacher in the same condominium..
after finishing my claypot..
on engjue's ice kachang.. auntie, ice kachang 有加料. HAHAHAHAHAH!
ok thats all folks.. i got my holiday remedial schedule.. there is something on every remedial day, but its just one or at most 2.. lol.
wednesday was boring.. as usual.. after school headed to uncle sam to have a little chat session with long-ge and sikai. engjue and vera and bryan and mok and zhengyang followed along. Long-ge treated! wheet! oh yea, on the car ride, i realised long-ge lives in the same condominium with me. i even know his block now.. ggrreeeaatt.. another teacher in the same condominium..
after finishing my claypot..
on engjue's ice kachang.. auntie, ice kachang 有加料. HAHAHAHAHAH!
ok thats all folks.. i got my holiday remedial schedule.. there is something on every remedial day, but its just one or at most 2.. lol.
psps: CHEER UP! :] big :D here!
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